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I am Vunny's and I am a cat-lover

2010-09-04T17:32:00.006+08:00

I, Amilyn, is proud of my height! =) *DO NOT INSULT* Okay so, This blog was dead for the last couple of months. In Fact, I totally forget that i even have this blog! SO, my lovely boyfriend is here helping me to "re-activate" it back. YAYYY!!! LOVE IS IN THE AIR <3

P.S I will not abandon this blog EVER AGAIN :)

because the sky is suppose to be pink, but its blue.

2009-07-31T15:28:00.008+08:00

my blog isn't dead. it just simply went into hybernation :)
so, my exams finally ended today and this post has been sitting in my drafts for over a month or more ^.^

Alot of things have happened over the last few months of my absence like Bridex and yadda yadda. but, i shall not post up ther pictures here cause ive already done so in fb. instead, i shall share some pictures i took on my last trip to kk. It's been one of the most memorable trip so far because of the good company. The car rides were filled with laughter as the adults cracked jokes about their childhood. Laughed till i had tears rolling down a couple of times.
ah, good times :)

This is my monster of a cousin. very horrible little girl but i love her anyways. well, sometimes 0=)

ooh, and the pictures aren't in order i think :) i shall just anotate :)
a pretty pink flower in mount kinabalu. they have the prettiest flowers and alot of vegetation cause i think the cold weather is good to grow stuff? i don't know. i'm not very good with plants. i always abandon my plants after a few hours. and mom ends up taking care of them for me 0=)

this next thing was one of the prettiest clouds i've seen so far. When i was younger, i used to like lying down at the back seat and stare at the clouds making out each figure. i used to be so much more creative with my imagination. now, my head is like a dead xylem vessel filled with information about systole and golgi apparatus >.> i'm such an awesome bio student! ( inside joke) yes neo? yes jarrod? yes yes?

anyways, back to the picture.. doesn't it look like a sparrow or a sort of bird? i think it looks very magnificent because its like flying over the mountains. or might it just be playing peek-a-boo? creative juices flowing now..

some of our camwhore moments in the car. she's a apin in the butt at times but she sure knows how to be a good camwhore partner :)

ooh , we went to the diary farm. i've been there since i was lower sec? and them cows never cease to fascinate me o.o they cook the mik and pack them in the factory there. i once saw them milk the cows. with machines. unfortunately. it would be fun the see them press the milk out with their bare hands though. the good ol' fashion way. but, ooh wells.
i love this picture. looks very country side. this is the road into the farm :)
so ccuttteee can?! can you say moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ?

and this is the kinabalu golf club which is very much deserted everytime i go there. but very peaceful cause its quiet and its coolllldddddddd. though the golf courses there are very pretty with pretty flowers here and there. plus, the cold weather's a plus point.
my funky cousins.
please ignore my hideous face expression. the wind was blowing in our faces. standing up and putting ur head above the car's roof is one of the best things to do there as u're driving up because there isn't as much pollution up at the mountains. but, the thing is, if you have long hair, it'll get all tangled up and slighty greasy if u stand up there for too long :( but, still worth it.
okay, so this is the view from the restaurant far far far ( i think 45 minutes from the city )

i was very bored on our car trip there and the sun was setting so i played with my camera for abit. the electrical wires are spoilers in some pictures -.-
okay, thats all that i've uploaded though i think there's suppose to be more. but, ooh wells.

this is neo's piece of art drawn in maths class :)

at mabohai supa save. they have like alot of monkeys but some are so cute can? ilove looking at the baby monkeys <3 very small and adorable.

and this is one of my favourite times of the year in brunei where the flowers bloom and the trees go bald :) looks like sakura flowers. they only bloom like this once a year, unfortunately. i think the season's over by now :(

i finally blogged! lol. okay. i shall go now. can't wait till tomorrow and tomorrow tomorrow. but, tomorrow first :) am i making sense?

x0.

i'll hold on to you from now.

2009-05-25T19:24:00.005+08:00

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

Now I see, what love means

some people say, if you ever stop loving someone, then you never really loved them.
i don't believe that.
I like to think that love is.. many things.
It doesn't always feel the same with everyone.
But, you'll know its love when you feel it.

xo.

Drowning

2009-05-24T15:15:00.002+08:00

I want to be at the beach.
To walk along the shore and listen to the waves.
To bury my feet in sand and feel the coolness of the seawater,
And feel the wind breeze through my hair.
Maybe, they'll blow away my fears.
Maybe, it'll take this feeling with it - this feeling of insecurity.
Blow it far far away, so it can't find me again.
Could the wind dry these tears away too?
Stop it from falling?

Why do these tears fall for nothing?
Everything is as it should be.
Or maybe it isn't cause you're not here.

Because if you weren't holding me right now, i would float away.

2009-05-23T16:11:00.015+08:00

GOOD MORNING!

Right at this very moment, my face is covered with toothpaste because the pimples decided to come out and play -.-'' it's just starting to show some red. i've one right in the middle of my nose and if its gets bigger its going to get really ugly T.T

So, yesterday we had no thinking skills class for the third time in a row this week. i wonder where my teacher went. no thinking class = free period. and we camwhored at the depression.

This is the first picture of the day because as soon as Neo got hold of my camera he started taking pictures of himself. -.-'' vain pot.

see, what i told you? vain vain vain!These are my THS classmates, well at least 1/3 of them :) minus teckchin. This shot was taken by selftimer. i love love self timer and i don't know what id do without it :)

Amongst all my guy friends in school right, i think Neo is the mostttt vainest of them all and Jarrod comes in second. Why? you see, although they both pose for you whenever you point the camera in there direction, Neo over rules because he will take pictures of himself as long as he has the camera. -.-'

In the midst of all this camwhoring photos, i'm suddenly reminded of moses, my camwhore partner :( imy mo!

i like this picture. it has a certain something to it. maybe cause its half candid.

and then there's the lovers, Rose DeWitt Bukater and Jack Dawson. Initially Neo wanted to be Jack but he was shorter so i said, he'd make a better Rose :) baby, if you jump, i jump!
unfortunately there was no wind at that moment.

or we could get this nice wind effect :) LOL. The boys proceeded to more camwhoring.

The expressions in their faces were priceless. God knows how many times i've zoomed in on the pictures just to analyse their faces one by one. It's hilarious. Though vunhui looks like he's out to kill someone here :) Pictures are also on facebook for a better view :)

i look so spastic T.T and short. bleh.

i LOVE this picture! Apparently, there wanted to do the kamehameha (sp?) thingo and their energinsing first. hehe.

This was the beginning of the bunny face by the rabbit himself :)

and then he recruited more people to joined his bunny group.

THS classmates :) the lighting wasnt very good because i didnt take this picture :) HEHE

Death by Neo's fingers.

vunhui :)

Nadzirah! I love her eyelashes! They are long, thick and curly at the ends :( i want!

Winnie :)

Pau Pei :)

Olivia :)

YOU :)

OH, Andrew came to visit yesterday :) He took 40 minutes too look for the school :( we should have more signs T.T

Handsome boy . *COUGH *

Teckchin and nicholas.

see, what i told you about jarrod posing for the camera? ooh btw, GO is the game that they are currently addicted to now. They play it during PS and stuff T.T its about conquering and securing ur territories T.T Sounds alot like battleship.

Jackson!

Acting cute :)

Chok chow :)

Chee ming!

That was during Lunch. And then after school both of them were the centre of attention of a few seconds while they pretended that they were in s talk show was it? As, you can see, Teckchin just introduced Neo to the crowd and he's clapping his hands. LOL. ahh cute.

That was my Saturday in school. Pretty awesome friends = pretty awesome memories :)

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH! :(

Have an awesome Sunday :)

x0.

baby, it's you.

2009-05-21T16:21:00.015+08:00

It's a thursday night and i wish time would fly by faster so that it'll be saturday soon and i can go to school. =D

anyways, it's been an eventful week :)
last saturday we went to michael's place to celebrate his 17th birthday.

birthday boy!
sharul :)paupei<3

the guys were dota-ing. they practically brought their lappies while the rest karaoked :)

chok chow

i haven't seen hiew foong in soo long!

johnnyy

neo!

everybody :)

how jack

winnie and paupei :)

ah liang and simmy

the very next day i went out with friends to watch star trek. stat trek isnt one of the movies id usually watch but it was actually pretty okay. funny and sad at the same time? but the best part of the whole outing was the company :)

andrewww! aka. handsome boy? *cough*

hsiang :)

on wednesday night we went to icc for some mib thingo? im not really sure what it was but sultan was there and it went on till pretty late. i reached home at like 11+ and i couldnt wake up in the morning T.T

simmy and hamizah

lela

i've wanted to see a rainbow for i dont know how long and yesterday my wish came true and i got to see something so amazing that it made the wait worth it. we were walking to chem class when neo pointed it out and i was jumpinh up and down when i saw it.
when i saw this.

this picture does not do justice to it.

it was soo pretty i could stare at it all day. but it slowly started to fade away after a few minutes :(

mr. president

neo

mad scientists.

the rest of the pictures were taken this afternoon after class. from what started from one group picture became a series of vaining moments and lots of fun.

this is the 'depression' that always floods when it rains -.-'' someone put fishes in there. and so many of them died :( there's only like 3 survivors left :(

so cute right the both of them?

this is supposed to be the 'stressed out' pose

and i don't know what this pose is suppose to be but super cute right?

vunhui

michael & jack

kui lun and ka yong

this is sooo disturbing.

xo.

This heart, its broken.

2009-05-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

And everytime your heart is broken
By the fool I want you to know
That it hurts me too.

you got that sparkle in your eyes.

2009-05-07T15:31:00.001+08:00

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me.

she wears short skirts, i wear T- shirts.

2009-05-06T18:29:00.006+08:00

hello. it's been awhile.
anyways a lot of things have been happening this past week and i'll just let the pictures to the talking.

on wednesday, which was last wednesday : ) we went to RTB to watch the semi finals for the debate. it made me miss my debating days, ABIT. though when the POI-ing came into play, it reminded me of why i stopped debating in the first place : )

this is jackson! he sits next to me in maths class and he helps neo make me suffer. pfft.

this is cheeming, who is camera shy?

and this is kong..

they are all from CHMS btw.
now, this is johonny from sayyidina Hassan and thats simmy from PDS!

and JON LEE

Yusof, Jarrod and Julius in their blazers!

and if u have eagle eyes, u'll be able to see the lady putting on make up for juluis. hehe

NEO!

ming chuan, michael and teck chin. i don't recall taking this picture though.

then on saturday night we had a little hang out and it was also maybel's birthday.
i know its a little late. but
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEL! :)
I know you had a blast that night. ahem 0=)

and i got to see people i haven't seen in a kaziilion years which was also a month ago : )

iqhwan, adri and fadhli!

mateen!

and i finally got to see moses aka, my camwhore partener and he's as cute as ever!

moses & hsiangandrew!

tubbie!

so cute can?! hehe.
no wonder all the girls are chasing you. *wink

LOVE,
YEELING

I would hate for you to find somebody new.
Who you really love,
Cause it could mean losing you.

words are all i have, to take your heart away.

2009-05-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

He says it over and over again. But, it's only words.
He doesn't show it. Though, that's all she's asking for.

banana pancakes

2009-04-26T09:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOTT!
i hope you have an awesome birthday though i know you're no going to read this -.-''
you know i love you xoxo.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JOSIAS OOI WEI WEN!

I haven seen you since 1st Januarryy. That's like 4 months ago. I hope you're doing awesome in Miri and having the time of your life : ) I know you're not usually all yipee doodle on your birthday but i hope you still have a blast anyways cause you only turn 17 once :) so, best wishes and take care yes? maybe, the next time we see each other we'll be like eyy, you have long hair or woah you grew fatter/skinnier. hehe.

feat. simba!

lots of love,
yeeling :)

2009-04-26T08:49:00.002+08:00

It's sunday! which means another weeks past. gad, time flies so fast. actually its more like sky rocket-ed past. I need time to slow down abit for me T.T i've maths, chem , bio homework. and i've to study for maths, bio and chem test T.T School's starting to drive me a little cuckoo but i still love it. AHEM! I'm pretty excited for tuesday cause we're going to RTB to watch the debate but the thing is i'll be missing class for the whole day and i'm a little worried about that. And i also can't wait for basketball tomorrow! hehe. i miss basketball.

On a more emotional note :) I'm not emo. I'm just thinking emo, if you get what i mean?

You know how people say time heals all wounds? I do agree with that but, what stops the pain when you're healing? Local anasthetics can numb your body parts but can it numb you from the pain of an aching heart?

People tell you it's going to be okay, eventually. But when is eventually exactly?
Everyone gets better eventually and what doesn't kill you make you stronger but, i think there's more to it then healing the wound. What about leaving the memories behind or hiding the scars?

i've put up a wall around my heart.

2009-04-24T10:41:00.003+08:00

I miss some people ...

anyways...

i really like this song..

Landon Pigg - i fell in love at a coffee shop.

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you
yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.
I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down, I want to come to

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

no one understands me quite like you do
through all of the shadowy corners of me

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much
all of the while I never knew
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much
all of the while I never knew

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you
yes there is a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you
I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine
now I'm shining too

because oh because
I've fallen quite hard over you

if I didn't know you, I'd rather not know
if I couldn't have you, I'd rather be alone

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much
all of the while I never knew
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much
all of the while, I never knew

all of the while , all of the while
it was you

baby, i can feel your halo.

2009-04-22T14:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH belated BIRTHDAY JIE!
u've been more than an inspiration to me all these years whether you know it or not. and you've definitely been a role model. Part of me wouldn't be what i am right now without you, honestly and i love you to bits! you're FINALLY legal! and yes my soon to be personal driver. HAHA. we've been cousins for almost 18 years now and it just doesn't seem that long. i hope all your wishes came true ;)

infinte x's and o's,
meimei <3

and.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH LIANG! U'RE LEGAL TOO! : )
BEST WISHES. HEHE

He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel. the other on my heart

2009-04-20T13:34:00.004+08:00

i wish i had superpowers.
The power to read minds :)

I woke up from my nap this afternoon and i realized something.
For this past week, i've been so pathetically( sp?) emotional and my self esteem went form a 50% to 0% -.-'' And the conclusion is, i need to stop being like this because it just isn't me. I need to be there for my friends and people who need me and i can't help them with in this state of mind yes?
yeeling has to get her crap together. i really reallyy have to get my stuff together. :)

ooh, and on a lighter note, i really like the term , " a smile is a curve that can set things straight "
hehe. Went for the MP meeting this morning and six of us were nominated for the president post. If i can remember correctly the 6 of us was.. Jarrod, Sim, Kong, Hamizah, Me and i forgot the 2 other people. Apparently right, they are going to leave the decision to students so we're like suppose to be campaining? to get people to vote for us? HAHA ( it sounds pretty exciting but kinda daunting ) When i first heard about it my jaw literally dropped. HAHA. campaining? the first thing that came to my mind was obama and hilarry clinton -.-'' posters? flyer? LOL.
i have no idea how to do this but i have to be positive yes? how can i compete with jarrod?? like HELLOO? o.o its jarrod yo :S ooh well, im going to have fun =)

it's amelia's birthday tomorrow so don't forget to wish her! She's turing legal! =D hehe. so exciting!

You and I both.

2009-04-18T17:08:00.002+08:00

I almost lost my maths textbook and notebook today T.T i left it in the canteen and notebook in the canteen then forgot to take it too class. i came back and it was no where to be found. thank goodness James took it cause somewhere within the pages of my notebook, Neo wrote his name -.-'' you see, one day, Neo wanted to toy with Jarrod by telling him my book was his book and proving it by writing his name in it with a pen. I should write my name on my books :( But, thank you James :) although u won't be reading this.

I'm going to start getting a little emotional here so stop reading :)

I've been on an emotional collercoaster these past few days and no, its not the time of the month. I wish I didn't care so much about what others thought of me. So maybe, if I've been misunderstood or judged, it wouldn't hurt so much? And it wouldn't bother me if someone was upset with me or whatever right?
Maybe it was a mistake to let my guard down. I try to be optimistic and someone told me that i should never stop believing cause nothing is impossible. But, thats what i've been thinking all this while and it seems to me that it is impossible.
Have you ever felt like crying because it hurts so much, but your tears won't fall? And that makes it worse cause you don't have any other way to express yourself? And you can't run to whoever you used to believe in becasue you don't know who to trust anymore.
I'm so messed up right now I don't know how to fix anything. And i'm trying to hold it together but if gust of wind passes by, i might just collapse. I'm so exhausted from trying to set things right. Can't it fix itself? please? help?

optimism?

2009-04-17T19:45:00.004+08:00

*i was suppose to post this like WEEKS ago*

have i told you what's awesome?

Purple potatoes are awesome! Actually i think its called sweet potatoes? I don't know but it's super awesome. It has like a creamy texture and a hint of natural sweetness :) i like i like!

See, even the colour is so prettyy.. i know it looks like a rat bit it or something but i only remembered to take the picture halfway 0=) but, thats not the point. Even after i took it out of my and right, my finger tips were purple and it didnt come off even when i washed my hand. but its a pretty colour so i didn't mind.

I don't think they sell these in Brunei :( I would have one everyday if i could.

and what's new?
I found out that i don't turn to food for comfort anymore =D ( at least thats what i think )
instead, i sleep. -.-'' i don't know how that works but now when i get upset i go to bed and stare at the ceiling or listen to some emotional song and sleep it off. But, i get even more emotional when i wake up -.-''

What's bad?
I sleep after lunch :( it's like i automatically feel sleepy after i fill up my tummy. we take at least 2 - 4 hours to digest our food. and since my metabolism rate is soo low i think it should take pretty long. and the thing is if i sleep i wont be moving about and those the calories will turn to fats T.T sighs.

And i've been sleeping alot lately. I feel so tired all the time. Maybe it's the weather? But, its a good thing i guess. Gets rid of my eyebags?

Okay, thats enough ranting. I'll go shower now. Does anyone still play with rubber duckies? :)

Runaway

2009-04-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

It's funny how the people who we care for the most are the ones that hurts us the worst.
And we still let them.

Tears of Jupiter

2009-04-14T17:30:00.003+08:00

have u ever had the feeling where you just don't know who you are or what to think anymore?
and you feel like going to the peak of the mountain just to scream your heart out even though no one can hear you. Though all it'll do is hurt your throat. Though all the isolation you've put yourself through won't make you feel any better but only bring out the tears you've tried to hard to hold back in? That in the midst of all the smiles and happiness you think you're in, there's always that small part of you that knows somethings missing, that yearns to learn to truth - that needs to know the truth. I need to know the truth.

Have you ever felt that someone is trying to tell you something indirectly? and then you start making assumptions? Assumptions that can turn your frown upside down? But, once again, it's just an assumption and you can't know for sure if its what you really think it is. And you're just so scared to misinterpret things cause what if you're wrong? what if you end up hurting cause you're wrong? But as soon as you start thinking straight, the feeling comes back again.

Have you ever felt like just sitting down on your own to watch people pass you by just so you can find yourself again? Just so, maybe you can relate to someone that you see and maybe then you won't feel so alone. Or maybe so that when you see what is actually going on around you , you might actually appreciate life a little more better?

It's been said that sometimes, to find yourself, you need to get lost first.
Well, I am lost and the worst part of it is, i can't seem to find my way. I'm getting in too deep.
Is that how it is suppose to be?

roses are red.

2009-04-12T08:26:00.004+08:00

My mood has been changing like the weather these days :(

Like when the weather is hot, ill get grouchy ( sort of )
when its raining, ill feel very depressed
and when its sunny with the right temperature, i feel very content :)

besides having my mood fluctuating so frequently, i'm also having a problem with my appetiete.
Not that i'm complaining or anything :) eat less = less fats = loose weight!

i feel like puking after every meal but i don't puke.
i never thought i'd say this but meat and seafood doesn't appeal to me anymore ( i can hear shaneel's voice going on in my head saying ," are u crazy woman? think of the char siew! " ). it's not that i don't like chicken wings and prawns and stuff but i find myself turning down the offer so easily these days. And if you know me well enough, u'll know that i love rice. i'll always finish my rice before anything else on my plate :) but these days i don't really want to eat rice anymore.

sighs.

i'm beginning to fear getting an eating disorder. but, yet again. Thats kinda impossible.
i hate to say this but i hope i get my appetiete back :( even sushi or capers don't appeal to me anymore? HOW CAN?

i'm ranting to myself again. pfft. i shall stop.
School tomoro! :D HEHE.

shall we dance?

2009-04-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

i reach to you,
i know you can feel it too,
we''ll make it through.

i'd hold you in my arms and never let go,
i surrender.

celine dion - i surrender

TAG REPLIES
ALEX ; Thank youuu : )
SHANEEL ; HAHA. i can't reach la. How to kiss him le?
KUEN; HAHA. that was the first thing i think about when i saw those. LOL
MONKEY ; really? *Beams* HAHAH. though whatever weight u think i've lost. i've gained back two folds! :( *cries*
FADDY ; wat are you talking aboutt?? LOL :p hi papa bear. hehe

I could feel my throat feeling uncomfortable in the wee hours of the morning.
And things just got worse when i woke up :(
Now, i have a cough. My forehead is heating up like a non-stick frying pan and if i dont get better soon, i will be able to scramble eggs up there :( boohoo.
i hate being sick.

I can't wait to go to school tomorrow.

why is everything going downhill?
I'm trying my best to swim against the tide.
I'm trying my best not to give up.
I'm really trying not to cry.

This is the last time i give you this heart of mine.

2009-03-30T14:34:00.008+08:00

TAG REPLIES
saiful : Thank you *beams* HAHA perasaan much. erm. i think it's his face shape right?
Mei :LOL. next time we go again okay? and yes he is =) hehe.
Jie : but you don't think he beats rain <3
Neo : i knew it! HAHA ahem.
Alex : smelly.

my sun may never rise the way it did with you,
and he may never kiss me the way that you do,
but at least he makes me feel like apart of his life,
at least he doesn't make me cry..
i know i can call him mine.

so, i went on a little trip to west malaysia during the holidays and i i never thought id say this but i couldn't wait to come home. Not that the trip was bad or anything though.

The thing is school started just a few weeks ago and i was already in the school mode. Besides, if you know me well enough you'll know i'm not much of a holiday person?

i left on the 19th of march to KL and my flight was delayed for an hour =.='' i tried to go online but the connection in the terminal was bad :( but i met coach and we had a lil chat :D i miss my netball days.

goodbyeeeee bruneiii

i had a little nap on the plane cause i woke up at 4am that day when i slept at 11?12am? T.T Then it was time for some holiday homework T.T

i don't like sitting on planes mind you and there was turbulence halfway. the plane literally shook =.='' and then it was time for some bonding time with my best friend - sony .

HAHA. ben's going to tell me how vain i am again 0=)

i got to my aunt's place at like 3am after some really awesome breakfast. then later in the morning we went my other aunt's house and saw her very very adorable pets.

this is the sugar glider

and this is ginger. she's so cute can? <3>

i didn't really get to do much shopping but we went to sunway pyramid :) there was sales! hehehe

spot the hidden mickey?

On the second day, my cousin Hazel drove us down to Malacca :)
Thats their cendol. so cute right the plate?

jonker walk
thats suppose to be the Gan Boon Leng (sp?) statue. i think he won mr universe or something? sorry for the blur photo we just drove past =)

Malacca is known to have some pretty good food. For dinner, we first went to a small alley for some cockles and clams. It's a place where alot of locals go to.

then, we went for some lok lok. That's satay sauce in the middle. When customers come, they turn on the head so it starts boiling and u put what u want to eat inside. the place was fully packed!

i like this start thingy. my brother says it taste like fish. HAHA. i didn;t eat it cause it was too cute to look at :) don't you think?

i was pretty bloated afterwards. We went to jonker street where the night market was at. There was alot of people and a singing contest was going on where all the older people sang oldies :p

and then later that night we went for cendol again. we ate like 3 times for one dinner T.T but once in awhile okay right?

Malacca is known for their chicken rice balls. Frojmj the moment i entered Malacca, there was like this huge poster already advertising it. HAHA. i never knew about it till now and thats what i had for breakfast on a Sunday. The restaurant once again was fully packed. People queued like in lines to get a seat but i didn't have to cause we were early birds :p In Malacca, every restaurant i went too was full =.='' business very good :p

Anyways, i didn't really like the rice balls. i thought Thien Thien or rejoice or any chicken rice tasted better T.T

kuen, do you remember these rottans? :) i can see the hand flying off now. HAHA

We walked around for some sight seeing. Apparently, Malacca has alot of history. all the Baba and nonya people? i think they are chinese but they speak malay?

those are the red houses. in one street all the houses are painted red.

we walked up alot of stairs, but not as many as tasek's stairs :) and reached some place with alot of tombstones. I think they were the portugese or spanyols's tombstones?

and thats the view from up there =)

Thats the Ford

we rode on the tutu to a ship. there were plenty in Malacca. decorated with flowers and stuff. it was very pretty.

Thats in the ship where they showcased all the hiostorical stuff

amelia: why do u like to kiss statues so much?
me : That's Hang Tuah okay?
amelia: ooohhhhh...

it's a pirates like for me (8)

Captain's cabin

the huge anchor.

We had nonya food for lunch. and it was pretty awesome :)

The otak-otak was the bomb! i wish i ate more. HAHA. it was spicy and not very jellyyy.. pretty awesome stuff. =)

i didn't dare imagine how much weight i had gained already :( but with all the good food how can one not eat right? 0:) anyways i have tons more pictures so i'll continue next time with my visit to the zoo. the animals were so cute you know. especially the tiger! HAHAHA. but ill save that for next time.

I've a chemistry test tomorrow =.='' calculations calculations calculations :( wish me luck? hehe.

LOVELOVE,
yeeling

xiang ni lei hui liu

sun dresses and helium balloons

2009-03-16T14:09:00.002+08:00

GASPARD ULLIEL!

i figured right, that i find green eyes fascinating.
i like blue eyes too. but not the light blue kinds? :)

ooh, and have you seen this? its cause of the heavy rain and stuff?

so, school has been awesome actually, i've never liked school this much and for some reason i'm not really looking forward to the holidays :) but, i'd be good to take time of from ALOT of things.

what i do every afternoon?

i miss my curly hair :( but. straight hair takes up less of my time.
imagine spending at least 5-10 minutes doing my hair everyday when i had curly hair.
thats.. 7.5 minutes x (365 days x 2) = you do the math.

im contemplating layering my hair till shoulder length. something like a long bob? any opinions?

i was trying to do moses's pout and smile face. but i think i failed horribly. i look spastic :S

When i look at them, i find myself asking that same old question, " how does it feel? will i ever feel the same way? do fairytales really do come true? "

LOVELOVE,
yeeling <3

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vunhui; hello! :)
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deng ni deng tai jiu

2009-02-24T12:54:00.007+08:00

so, whats been going down?

i've uploaded some pretty over- dued pictures.

1. i've gone from hydrangeas to roses =) i love it especially when they are dark and has perfectly arranged petals. i have 3 rose plants now =p

2. this was at capers right before school started. i haven't seen anyone of them since. except lien fah! =)i miss being goofy with you =(

this was in december. told you the pictures were overdued 0=)

sm, don't stress too much yea? you won't want white hairs too soon =p

and then, there's the lil one from last week

this is patches. she was supposed to be grounded but she fell asleep in the laundry basket =.=''

and this is what happens when you don't clean off the make up on ur face before you go to sleep =(
have an awesome weekend =p

LOVELOVE,
yeeling <3

heart shaped boxes

2009-02-21T11:28:00.009+08:00

Had lunch with the cousin yesterday at lee loi fatt cause i was craving for ABC :) then, we went to flur- de- lys ( is that how you spell it?) for some cake.

Thats the messy mud pie which i thought was very awesome. its pretty soft and has a creamy touch with oreo as its base. awesome stuff.

We went ddr-ing for abit and got heated up and sweaty =.='' but good exercise..

Eversince the holiday started my biological clock has gone topsy turvy i practically sleep at 2am or later and wake up at 11pm. the earliest ive slept this week was at 10.30? ( i was very proud of myself) but unfortunately ive not been able to do the same. its not that i dont want to sleep okay but i CANT sleep =.='' so annoying. and my eyes bags are just getting from bad to worse =.=''

I cudnt sleep again last night so i brought Patches in the room for some company ...........

While i read my Dracula book again. It's a pretty nice book. i bought the kiddy version cause i don't really like to read books but when i go to the book store i get all excited and start buying books. But, when i bring them home i take forever to finish it =) right now, there are still a few books on my shelf nicely covered in plastic cause i havent even finished one book to carry on to the next one. HAHA. fail.Patches when running around the room and going under my blanket searching for i don't know what and before i even started reading my book...
she fell asleep already =.="" kek dao! how come everyone can sleep but i cannot sleep??!!!
Even my cat who sleeps like 70% of the day can still sleep like a pig -.-'' i think God is punishing me because i eat so late at night and also helping me in a way cause if i don't sleep so early i can get rid of the fats. HAHA. hmm..

But, it does get really lonely lo late at night when i'm the only one awake. sighs.

I didn't post anything about my chinese new year in kuching.

I go back to kuching for chinese new year every year cause my grandparents are there so yea.
Kuching was were i was born, it has alot of good food that makes me gain weight like nobody's business and its also a place where alot of embarrassing moments took place. aiyo! did i ever tell you about the time i entered the wrong toilet?? wana hear wana hear? even if you don't want to hear ill still tell cause i feel like telling. HAHA.

Okay i can only remember this very vaguely cause it happened almost a year ago and i only thought about it last night when i was staring at the ceiling in darkness why desperately trying to sleep. so anyhoos, i went to THE SPRING and needed to go to thte toilet and i don't know why i so blurr la. u see as the picture below illustrates, if you turn right u enter the boys toilet and if you turn left u enter the girls toilet and the cleaning lady was sitting in the middle and from the look on her face she looked pretty tired >.<anyways, you have to walk through a straight walkway before you reach this area and what i did was turn RIGHT when i reached there. The woman saw me go in but she didnt say anything. I didnt see anyone in the toilet and den i was telling myself as i looked around, " hmm.. why does this toilet look so different from the toilets in the rest of the supermarkats lo. Maybe cause spring is like a big shopping mall then the toilets different also lo. but, how come the walls are blue hor? " i turned around to examine the area around me then! i saw that peeing thing! i don't know what its called but you know that one where the guys pee into? T.T and too my horror a guy walked in as my brain told me to get the hell out of there!

so embarrassing okay! lucky nobody was doing their business there lo ;S or ill get nightmares for a month! ooh, and when i walked out from the boys toilet the cleaning lady who was sitting in the middle there was staring at me with awe =.="" SIGHS.

so, back on the topic of chinese new year!
( i went from talking to toilets to talking about food. hmm.. not a very good order huh? )

we had steamboat during tuan yen fan..
this is my yee shang. i don't really like to eat yee shang i just like to make a mess out of the place when i stirr it HIGH HIGH HIGH ! thats kinda the point right? but anyways i think yee shang taste funky lo. i only pick on the salmon pieces. HAHA. but im not that selfish la i leave plenty more for other poeple 0=) (as if!)

good food good food! have i told anyone of my love for fish cakes? I love fish cakes. my mom used to buy large pieces of fish cakes which are like as long as 3/4 of my palm and ill just nimble on it while watching tvee. HAHA. explains how i got so fat.

It was very lau juak cause i have alot of uncle and aunties and cousin so we ate outside at the parking lot. eh, the food above is not all we ate okay? this was just the kids table. there's another adult's table which is also filled with large plates of food. we could feed an army with all those food! HAHA. i helped prepare the food since the afternoon and its very tiring lo. you take one whole day to prepare the food and people just gobble it up in 2 hours * phew, wipes sweat*

Even as there's recession going on and stuff still got alot of fireworks as usual at 12 midnight but i got really annoyed by it cause its so smoky and loud and noisy. I used to be soo amazed my fireworks id stand outside and stare at them with my ears covered and still enjoy it despite how loud the noises are, so loud it could make you go deaf =.='' i think these are one of the symptons of growing old la.. sighs.. WRINKLES!

This is my chinese new year breakfast. all vege only. it's like this rule or tradition that we're not allowed to eat meat for half a day. My family always cooks the same dish and one of my favourite dish is mua chi. its the one in the white bowl next to the green pes :p its very sweet but i only eat it once a year so nevermind la! :D
Then after collecting our ang paus and after eating breakkie we started to camwhore! hehe. these pictures are taken by self timer. i think self timers are one of the best inventions yet!

This is at THE SPRING where they had a very pretty decoration. That bridge is called 'jing ren chiao' .Why can't brunei have pretty decoration also?! and NBT didnt even do a chinese new year decoration this year :( decorations at NBT is something i always look forward to during a festival. they always have the prettiest deco. sighs.

I only saw one lion dance performance there. when i was young i used to love these things but doesn't everyone? my uncle or dad, whoever was driving would bring us kids to hunt for lion dance.How, you ask? well, we wouldjust casually go out to lunch or something then if we hear the lion dance beats or if we see the lion dance lorries we would follow them to where ever they go. =) aww, i miss those times. Haven't done that in years.

10 days later i was on my flight back to brunei and can you guess what they served for breakfast?
GREEN NOODLES WITH VEGE AND STRIPS OF EGGS AND SOME BLACK PEPPER MEAT

its was horrible!
LOVELOVE,
YEELING

You can be superman too!

2009-02-19T14:25:00.015+08:00

* this post contains a few disturbing pictures. To which level of "disturbing" depends on the individual *

After having a pet for 1 year, I've noticed how "human" they are despite the fact that they walk on all four and meow or bark instead of saying, " I missed you! welcome home! " as they wag their tails like there's no tomorrow. Or, even hiss and growl instead of saying, " Stopppp touuucchhiiinnngggg mmmmeeeee!! * impersonates achmed the dead terrorist *

I've had many fishes and tortoises but marine animals are just not the same with mammals in terms of action and stuff.

Have you seen how some mammals sleep?!? They practically lie down on their backs and drift of to slumber land =..="

and who knows, they might even be dreaming... who knows what goes on up in their heads?When they wake up, they might even have morning breath. But, i wouldn't know that :S
But they do stretch after a nice little nap :)

Or they might end up giving you a grouchy attitude cause they're not a morning person. >.<

" Leave me alone.. or else! "

there's no wrath like a cat scorned :S

Hmm, and then for breakfast, they might even sit on your chair and eat your food if they think you breakfast looks better then their same old boring canned food =)

Then, they will show you how good breakfast was. Licking up their mouths like the clean little doggies they are. Not leaving a stain on their teeth.

Unlike humans though, they don't use tissues. I guess they really want to SAVE TREES. maybe cause they know life wont be the same if they cant go around marking their territories on the bark of trees.

They also very camwhore one if you're ever in the mood for a camwhore session with them.

They can act cute by tilting their heads with a hint of that blurr expression.

Or head behind their scratching post and act cute going PEEEEKK-A-BOOO!

Though if they have a little of that serious pose for a passport photo or some portfolio stuff.

They are so good at making expressions they can even give you the "what the f**k" pose just by narrowing their pupils 0.o

Or act as a Vampire with protruding fangs and sticking out their tongues for that super hungry effect.A victim that was bitten by The vampire.

" ooh! ooh! Look at me! i can stand on 2 feet just like you! TAKE A PICTURE! I CANT HOLDDDD OOONN ANNNYY LOONNGGGEEERRRRRRRR!!!! "

" i too cool forr youu noww, babeh! "

Nowadays, they can even play dress up! they are good companions for halloween outings!
Trick or Treat yo!

And then you have those serious animals that can work until they get so stressed out.

" Can't humans be more peaceful! this seating arrangement would be so much easier! The Colemans won't sit with the Smiths and the Smiths won't sit with Winchesters unless the Winmans sit with them but the Winmans don't like the Winches............... " STRESS STRESS STRESS!

Then they will start emo-ing at the window still wondering why life is unfair.

Now, can you see how similar they are with us humans?
Okay.

On a less chirpy note.

If they are so similar to us in so many ways, what about the animals on the streets.

Abandoned.
With no place to call home.

The ones who have lost their parents who were killed in a car accident or etc etc.

The ones who have contracted skin diseases because they have no means to be hygienic and they cant go to the doctors when lets face it, how many places would accept a sick dog when he can't pay cash for their services? Even most hospitals these days won't except a human patient if they can't pay for the medical bills. so how? What if its a terminal disease?

And for those who are still waiting for their time to come - when they leave this painful sad world, will go on suffering...
Starving.

If you think the drainage is smelly, what about those animals who have to hide in there just to take shelter?
The numbers of abandoned animals are rising everyday. I'm not going to talk about the causes of this because isn't it obvious? They say prevention is better then cure, but right at this very moment the causes are just to many and complicated to even begin with. Therefore, why not pick up the pieces one by one to slowly over come this problem. We could start by giving these homeless animal a home.

If there is even a small place in your heart , do consider adopting a pet! =p

They need angels too!

Who knows? You might end up finding a best friend that will give you memories that will carve a beautiful mark on your heart =)

Or they might just end up being your valentine =P who says valentine's day is for couples only?!

You can adopt a pet from
THE ANIMAL SHELTER in BRUNEI

YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE JUST
BY SAVING A LIFE.

LOVELOVE,
YEELING

*all the pictures are taken off the internet- google, deviantart. except one :)
*credit to PAPA BEAR for the spell check :) now, tha'ts what bears are for :)

THE NEXT BIG THING!

2009-02-18T08:31:00.006+08:00

Have you ever just went "WOW" when you hear this voice over the radio ? Not just cause your being biased caused he/she is a friend of your but honestly cause his/her voice is just so mesmerizing your stunned just by the sound of it.

I find that the music industry can be super shallow at times. heck, so many "singers" these days can't even sing. They practically edit their voices or whatsoever. Which i think is pretty dumb.

But here's the thing, some people work their butts off trying to get discovered - people who really deserve it. You see i believe that by getting discovered it doesn't mean that you just get rich ( of course the cha ching $$ is absolutely fabulous but thats beside the point ) but it also gives you the chance to share your god gifted talent with the world, maybe even change lives.

hehe. Rain's so hawt *faints*

This morning i paid a visit to Jarrod's blog. His most recent post features someone very talented. Someone yet to be discovered and i believe a good thing should be shared with everyone and therefore i shall introduce you to him once more. btw, do go to Jarrod's blog and have a listen to the song he has hosted or you can go to facebook and brace yourself to be awed by how incredible his voice is.

i shall now once again introduce you to
SHANEEL RUTHRAN NAIR

ooh, and i did i mention that he can DANCE too?

have a look at this youtube video. it's not very clear but if u do have an eagle's eye then u'll see he is the somewhere on the right side of the stage :p

what are you waiting for? spread the word. Cause somewhere in the near future, there's going to be a new.........

HE SINGS!

HE DANCES!

HE PLAYS THE PIANO!

HE PLAYS THE GUITAR!

HE HIS HILARIOUS!

HE IS A .... S u p e r s t a r

LOVELOVE,
YEELING

2009-02-18T08:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN LIM HOONG TZE!
HAVE A GREAT ONE : )

Till we meet again.

2009-02-17T21:54:00.006+08:00

About 5 years ago, i met a Singaporean who became my class monitor whom i taught how to write romantic text messages.

About 4 years ago, he would tell me things.

About 3 years ago, he was the one of the sweetest, caring, wittiest guy i've ever known.

About 2 years ago, he was still one of most the sweetest, caring, wittiest guy i've ever known. And not to mention sporting.

And till now, he remains one of the people i will never forget.
The one that could silence a class just by his absence.
The one that would make an impact on your life just by being himself.
The guy with that big smile and Singaporean slang.
The one called AUGUSTINE CHOO HONG GIM!

I'm sorry i didn't send you off but i hope u're doing great across the south china sea.
I'll see you soon :)

LOVELOVE,
YEELING :)

i fell in love with a fool

2009-02-17T11:45:00.014+08:00

hello ya'll.

my excuse for not blogging for so long = laziness .

anyways. i feel hungry at the moment. not because i haven't eaten ( actually i have not eaten but i'm not hungry hungry as in for food) but cause i'm craving for stuff.

if i could have things my way and crap if only Brunei had good Chinese hawker stalls like they do in Malaysia i would be COMPLETE =D

anyways, my cravings contains food that can be obtained from 2 islands.

THE MALAY PENINSULA

THE BORNEO ISLAND ( well only in the left side of the island in a small town called Kuching )

if i had these 2 islands combined ill be sitting in a hawker centre drinking 3 layer teh c. ooh heaven! and it only costs like RM 1.80 for a glass. thats like BN $ 0.90 ( its only a rough calculation yea)

and for the main course, ill have fried kuey tiao! extra spicy! yum yumm. Even better if they put cockels ;p i don't like eating fried kuey tiao in brunei. if u noticed, in most restaurants the fried kuey tiao is a dark brown colour due to alot of soy sauce. =.=''

and after fried kuey tiao i will go for a second round of asam laksa!

not this one yea. we have plenty of that in brunei and it cannot compete to the real thing. ASAM LAKSA contains noodles ( mouse tail noodles ), alot of fish as gravy, cucumber, pineapple etc.
there are alot of vegetables and fish in it so it super nutritious. people tend to add a variety of vegetables to it but i prefer mine just with cucumber and alot of lime =D the lime is the final touch which gives this delicacy a hint of soury yet desirable taste. ( crapp im drooling already)

This dish has a combination of a spicy yet sour taste so i always eat ABC after that =) ( just recently i found out that ABC stands for Air Batu Campur. i always thought it was called ABC cause they add all types of things in it like chendol, red bean, pink sago, corn etc.) :p

In malaysia, i find that the taste of rose syrup or Bandung in the ABC is not so strong. Which is a very good thing. i dont like Bandung or rose syrup. its awfully sweet, too sweet. its like eating sugar with alot of colouring =.=""

After eating so much, i'll probably walk around to make use of what i just ate. Then after my tummy clears up abit ill have some TONG SUI. a very cold cold TONG SUI.

With the weather being so horribly hot something cold would be heaven.
Tong sui contains white fungus, longans and etc. however i like mine with alot of gingko nuts and chinese almond nuts :)
or maybe some OREO ICE CREAM ^.^
suddenly, i feel very full. it's like ive really eaten all these things just by talking about them. its a good thing good thing. can loose weight like this ! HAHA.

LOVELOVE,
YEELING :P

now hear this

2009-01-15T12:18:00.013+08:00

GOOD MORNING / AFTERNOON =P

i actually uploaded all these pictures like 2 days ago but because my modem has gone haye wire, i haven't been able to use the internet without being disconnected abruptly.

i've been using this modem for 3 years i think? it's that Hua Wei one and according to the e-speed people, the useful life of the modem is coming to an end because u see the e-speed people very smart, they give you free modem ( lousy modem which will spoil in a couple of years ) and when it is spoilt, you'll have to buy another modem from them and only from them. you can't buy it from other poeple cause it doesnt have some sort of configuration or something like that T.T pffft.

anyhoos, while my modem was in its not-senile mood, i managed to upload pictures of things i like. i was planning on blogging about something else but SAIFUL dot dot dot

okay back to where i left off.

i think rainbows are super duper prettty :) when i was little someone told me you could make rainbows, not by drawing. and recently the other day someone told me how to make one but i forgot T.T
there is just something about rainbows that make it so simple yet beautiful. i think it be coll if i ever get to see a rainbow's end, who knows there might be a pot of gold there 0=)

After PSR, my mom got me a guitar and i went to guitar lessons for like a month? den i stopped and since then my guitar has been collecting dust by my cupboard until a few months ago. i made attempt to actually learn how to play the guitar again and failed miserably so yes,my guitar is back to collecting dust.

but, of all the musical instruments i've always wanted to play the piano :(

i love watching movies that have dancing and singing in them though i didn't like across the universe very much. mamma mia however is my favourite movie at the mo. i don't like watching sad movies because i practically feel their pain and ill get all emo =.= i've given up sad movies and i'm all for chick flicks!

i like watching people dance. though i prefer dances like ballet and tango etc. and the only place that i dance is when the door is locked and im alone with 4 walls surrounding me. 0=)

While i was searching for pictures, i found this ....
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.
it's quite true dont you think?

i like flowers, but i've never been able tomake make up my mind which flower is my favourite. roses seem to be the most common flower used during valentines day and i've always wondered why.

though not my favourite ( i think) i really like hydrengeas at the moment and i have no idea why.

i L.O.V.E animals. but not reptiles and amphibian though i think turtles and tortises are adorable. especially the baby ones =) if im not mistaken i think it is now against the law in malaysia to torture animals? i think every country should have that policy.

i want to bungee jump one day though i know when i look down i'd be scared crapless! and i might even change my mind. haha 0=)

though i hope if i ever do it. this wont happen :S

i love looking at photography and sometimes i try to be artistic when i take my pictures but i fail T.T i like emotive, spontaneous and expressive photography. i find taking pictures important because its the only thing that is able to freeze the moment and capture it. it's the only way we won't loose precious memories. the human mind can be very forgetful sometimes. therefore i carry my camera everywhere but i dont use it more then half the time -. - but at times photgraphy is also a way to express one's self.

CHINESE NEW YEARS COMING! hehe

LOVELOVE,
YEELING

TAG REPLIES
MOSES; HAHA. What? i like the pictures too. i have a picture of your face lying down and i almost posted it. it's one of those pics where u would untag urself if its on facebook. HAHA.
SAIFUL; eiyerrr.. i cant blog about the hot guy anymore cause now if i do, people will know i think he's hot. malu eh. HAHAHA. ooh, you take the picture and photoshop fuad in!
JARROD; a picture speaks a thousand words :)
FAH; you're welcome love =)
PAPA BEAR; don't tell me u cut ur lamchop with PLASTIC? u shud have seen what happened to shining's fork :S

oh sugar sugar

2009-01-11T10:50:00.020+08:00

GOOD MORNING WORLD :)

so, 2 weeks ago 2008 became 2009 and during the process whereby this 8 dropped a small piece of its bottom left corner i was partying away. =D

Lena just got back from sg and now she's gone back again :( but anyhoos, she was the first person i took a picture with :D hehe.

we had mee hoon, bbq chicken, lamb, different kind of meatballs, sausages and etc for dinner adn the lamb chop was soooooooo awesome. it had this different kind of taste. i can't really explain it. i can show you better den i can tell you =D

the lambchop was so good jarrod couldn't wait for a knife and so this is his desperate attempt to prove to me he can cut the lampchop with a PLASTIC spoon.

and he succeeded! when there is a will there is a way?

he's so happy he almost wanted to cry.not.

and then harris decided to giive the cutting-lamp-with-plastic-spooon a goo!

woops, this isnt lambchops. wrong picture 0=)

i told you the lamb chop was good and i have LEON to prove my point.

fahfah finally settled down after going up and about getting things.she was a very gracious host btw :)

THANK YOU JOOOOSSSHHHHHH :)

I like this picture :)

benny wenny tubbie wubbiee woo! did i miss out anything ben?

camera shy ;)

m
can you say RAWWWWWWRRRRRR

moses is the bomb when it comes to posing. my guy camwhore partner =)

why am i so short?

WEI SHEN! who is now an ocean away :(

LEON!

mahh mahhhh mahhhhh - jonggggggggg!

shi ning & shu en

the complicated boys :) i think josias was pouting.

the ex 3Bs

evveerryybaaddeeeehhh

this was our self timer moments :) i love love this picture :D ming chuan is missing though

simba feat. josias ooi

i'm so tall i'm so tall i'm so tall i'm so tall i'm so tall i'm so tall i'm so tall i'm soo tall.not :(

okayy somewhere around in between the picture above and the picture below, the closk struck 12 and it was 2009! but i was too busy using my phone so i didnt take any pictures but theres one on facebook. just look for the one with me holdingmy phone near my ear while everyone rejoices! 0=) okay, ill look for it..... FOUND IT :D

not long after the clock struck 12, most of us when upstairs to change into our jammies and then laid all he mattresses and its the start of the slumber party!
okay, not really a slumber party cause dey didn't drink much eventhough they already mixed the stuff. all we did was camwhore and camwhore? :P

Jac and jarrod slept so early and shining slept earlier T.T i doubt leon slept at all though.

cozzyy coozzyyy

Fulleyy, i want your job!

Jarrod was just so fascinated by this person's feet ( i forgot whose feet already)
see, he was so excited at how fast the feet could move..

he thought the feet was so pretty and it made him so happy that he thought he should share this feet with you all in hopes that the feet will make you guys happy too! our president still does care for us :D

and then there's ben and moses posing for a picture. i thought it looked very cute.

AWWWWWWW!

i slept at around 6 or 7 in the morning along with jo and kuen while everyone else ( except for the ones gaming upstairs -.-" ) were sleeping oh- so- soundly. it's not that we didnt want to sleep but there were 3 or 4 reasons why we cudn't just float to slumberland.

1. dumb dumb rooster which keep cuckoo-doodling everytime we tried to go back to sleep
2. dong dong lizard which had ranging hormones and tsked tsked tsked soooooo loud =.="
3. and the cute (okay, not very cute at that time) birds which chirped happily outside the
window because unlike some people dey had a good night's sleep :(

i envy those people who got to sleep more then me :(

i rolled around in bed awhile after i woke up den we had breakfast. lambchop! sausages! meehoon! hehe.. and we talked den went back to our sleeping area and talked more about our childhood and the things we used to do as a class when we were still cute chubbie lil things :D

we went to moses's house in the afternoon where the guys played basketball and the girls played ping pong! actually it was more like badminton sometimes 0=) but i think we were pretty good for first timers especially cause no one really thought us how to play properly. hehe.

scary huh?

ching chong? could someone please explain to me what ching chong means?

after mo's house we when to the airport to see josias off but i don't have any pictures for that :)

YEELING :)

TAG REPLIES ;
SHUYEE; ooh dear, i also haven't developed it and its been 2 years i think? ;p
ALEX; what?

i'm a fool for you

a VERY belated :)

2009-01-06T18:03:00.002+08:00

dear fah la la,

i didn't get to post this on your birthday and i hope you understand why.
you've imprinted so many memories in my life and you've been such and influence.
Thank you, for everything.

i love you babe.

HAPPY 17TH :)

lovelove,
YEELING :p

TAG REPLIES
SHUYEE; you still can develop it. if im not mistaken it was taken in mr.bronnie's car yes?
MELVIN; HAPPY NEW YEAR to you toos :)
MEI; :(((

trying, trying to walk away

2009-01-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

TAG REPLIES
JOSH; it was cute and pink and of course i liked it. happy new year!
ALEX; nopes
JIE ; at least she remembered :P hehe

LOVELOVE,
YEELING

why does it hurt so much missing you.

chocolates

2008-12-30T18:57:00.004+08:00

this is my favourite picture of us

Dear Sy,

I've known you for almost 3/4 of my life and though we didn't exactly click all those years i'm glad that i got to know you better before you left.

Remember that time when we made a list of our ideal guy? and said we would continue the list. i just remember that we never did! pffft.. so you gotta find time to some online and finish it with me. its unfinished business yo!

anyways, u're going to brighton in a few days and a new chapter in your life has began.i wish you all the best in everything and please la upload pictures on ur facebook 0=) i don't have much to upload i mean hellooooooo, it's brunei right :) i'm sure u've seen every street and scenery there is to see here :P so, i shall be looking forward to seeing you album of germany and all the AHEM AHEM *hotties there. hehe.

have fun! and take care :)

the BGIC days

my teeth looks weird

TAG REPLIES
CHOO; i'm not emoing :) you're the one who emos. ;p
DESMOND; i still don't see why :S
JARROD; haha. of course there will be! i shall see you in my new school :D hehe
ALEX; is different suppose to be a good thing?

LOVELOVE,
YEELING ;)

if you asked me if i love him, i'd lie

that beautiful melody when you play the piano

2008-12-29T12:43:00.020+08:00

i just realized how glad i am to be in Brunei at this very moment. it is boring and boring and boring but the people i love are right here and i want nothing more right now then to be with them before time runs out again.

A year has almost come to an end and i just never imagined that things could have been so different. I knew that one day we'd all part ways but now seems too soon.

i was just looking through some pictures we took throughout this year and i really miss those times. if only there was a stop and reply button somewhere around, i'd like to go back and relive those times again.

the fun fair, i remember how we would climb up that slippery bouncer and slide down over and over again. our inner child exposed for the world to see in those few moments of joy.

fah la la, u've stuck with me through thick and thin. i know how stubborn i can get despite you telling me what to do over and over again so, thank you for bearing me all those times i made u listen to me for hours on the phone rambling about the same guy over and over again 0=). ily.

i do miss these moments so very much. when some of us leave, things won't be the same. they'd be one less person on the party list, one less person in the pictures. but, one things for sure.. there won't be one less person in our hearts.

Moses, one of the sweetest, most gentle guys i know. sensitive and funny. i've had good times with you. You seem to understand me sometimes but even when you don't its okay because i know you're listening.

augustine choo! i'm going to miss you when u go back to your mother land. u shall always be that super funny singaporean, the heart of 5s2.

shaneel nair, the superstar! you always tease me about my height. pfft. and when u're not around bassie does it for me. u're always the one who sees my most embarrassing moment, unfortunately. But we've been through alot of things together and u're sense of humour is bomb!
u can make a joke out of anything but erm sometimes.. censor censor yes? AHEM. :)

i had my first sleepover with these people and they made it a blast.

our self timer moments :)

papa bear! i still remember ur boxing chickens! lovelove, sister small fry 0=)

Lena love, i tink we've done this pose so many times we could fill up so many pages in a photo album with it. :p

Time is like a river,
You cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.

WITH LOTS OF LOVE,
YEELING <3

you don't know it yet but, i love you. u'll never know.

its his BIRTH-DAY

2008-12-28T15:06:00.003+08:00

JOSHH; HELLO! yes,u haven been tagging!
ALEX; the golf tingo was a one time ting?

its a sunday afternoon and im sitting in front of a computer screen watching these words appear one after another as i type. bleah. if only i was in singapore i would visiting the zoo looking at cute animals and gawking at how adorable those furry little creatures are.sighs. which reminds me, i recently went to the zoo when i went to kk. it was a tiny little zoo but good enough. i haven't been to a zoo in awhile so it was nice.

monkeyyy!

there was a sign that warned ppl not to go to close cause the ponies could bite. hmm. i never knew ponies bite. they seem so innocent.

this one looked like a sun bear. it was so cute. it kept standing up when people came while the rest of them were lazy-ly sleeping on the branches of the trees. i felt like hugging it. ahh, a bear hug!

the zebras were so lovey dovey. it was so sweet. though, i thought they wud have prefered to have a lil more privacy ;P

LOVE is in the air.

if i arrived there a few minutes earlier i wud have gotten to ride on the elephant. boohoo.

and last but not least!

HAPPY BIRTH-DAY WEN XIU!

you turn 17 today which means ive been our friend for erm.. 4/17 of ur life? HAHA. ohh well, you've been an awesome friend with the best sense of humour. though u are pretty lame but its still the funny kind lame which always makes me laugh. i still remember when u use to show me jokes on msn and it wud reli crack me up. ahh, good times good times.
ooh yea, which reminds me, you hafta take more pictures with me. nice pictures that is. you have no idea how hard it was for me to find a decent picture. i look so crappy in all of them. the one above was like one of the better ones but i still look crappy in to. pffft.

anyhoos, HAPPY BIRTH-DAY WEN XIU! have a blast!

LOVELOVE,
YEELING

when you ask God for patience, does he give you patience?
no, he gives you the opportunity to be patient.

can't help it if i want to kiss you in the rain, so..........

2008-12-27T17:03:00.006+08:00

NEEL : ooucchh! what was that for?! heeeelllooo :)
ALEX : what r u omg-ing about? o.O

Shuyee went to London on the 23rd.

why am i so short? :(

We waited for shuyee to leave then headed to jollibee for dinner. Ben was starving.
We were the first to arrive at the airport n Ben wanted to eat before sy arrived. We all went up to jollibee and stood at the entrance because i dont-no-why for a few minutes and i still have no idea why they didnt eat then =.=' LOL.

a happy ben ben. sy, i made him pose for you :P

On the 24th Moses + abraham + the brother + me played golf. im such a noob.

i held the golf club too hard while hitting 100 balls and my felt to unstabe for 2 days -.-' but it was worth it! the weather was good - windy!

and there goes the pro. swinging his club and there goes the ball so far away i can't see where it landed :p moses, don't perasaan yes? 0=)

For christmas, we headed to orchid garden hotel.
I forgot to bring my camera so, i don't have pictures besides the ones i took with my fone. :(
The food, company and everything else was just awesome and that made my christmas `08 a super memorable one.

maybel!!

kuen!

moses's pout and smile face. HAHA

ben ben ben ben ben

josias and his quirky faces ^.^

i noe i posted this picture twice but i have no idea why it wont budge when i click delete -.-''

if you asked me if i loved him i'd lie

2008-12-26T10:54:00.002+08:00

ATTIBOI : hey you! i haven seen you in ages. where have u been?
WEI : hehe. lazy?
JIE : nah, i blog liao 0=)
ALEX : HELLO :p

he'd never tell you,
but he can play guitar,
i think he can see through everything but my heart.

i can't find an explanation of how i feel, but i found a song which can - not precisely but, yea.

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long
And he sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you
His favorite color's green
And he loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
if you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie

i didn't say half the things i wanted to.

YEELING

Someone turns 17 today

2008-12-16T12:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISTER TAN YEE HSIANG!

I hope you have a great 17th! don't waste a single moment cause u only get to be the birthday boy for 24 hours. actually, less than that since half the day is gone already. but anyhoos,
BEST WISHES :)

YEELING :)

smile and the whole world smiles with you

2008-11-20T12:39:00.005+08:00

i heard these from beal :

Fishy business
A lawyer and an engineer were fishing in the Caribbean.

The lawyer said, "I'm here because my house burned down, and everything I owned was destroyed by the fire. The insurance company paid for everything."

"That's quite a coincidence," said the engineer. "I'm here because my house and all my belongings were destroyed by a flood, and my insurance company also paid for everything."

The lawyer looked somewhat confused. "How do you start a flood?" he asked

_____

Of good and bad news
An artist asked the gallery owner if there had been any interest in his paintings on display at that time.

"I have good news and bad news," the owner replied. "The good news is that a gentleman enquired about your work and wondered if it would appreciate in value after your death.

"When I told him it would, he bought all 15 of your paintings."

"Thats wonderful," the artist

"Thats wonderful," the artist exclaimed. "What's the bad news?"

"The guy was your doctor."

_____

A little girl and her mother were out and about.

Out of the blue, the girl asked her mother, "Mommy, How old are you?"

The mother responded, "Honey, women don't talk about their age. You'll learn this as you get older."

The girl then asked, "Mommy, how much do you weigh?"

Her mother responded again, "That's another thing women don't talk about. You'll learn this, too, as you grow up."

The girl, still wanting to know about her mother, then fired off another question, "Mommy, why did you and Daddy get a divorce?"

The mother, a little annoyed by the questions, responded, "Honey, that is a subject that hurts me very much, and I don't want to talk about it now."

The little girl, frustrated, sulked until she was dropped off at a friend's house to play. She consulted with her girlfriend about her and her mother's conversation.

The girlfriend said, "All you have to do is sneak a look at your mother's driver's license. It's just a like a report card from school. It tells you everything."

Later, the little girl and her mother were out and about again.

The little girl started off with, "Mommy, Mommy, I know how old you are. I know how old you are. You're 32 years old."

The mother was very shocked. She asked, "Sweetheart, how do you know that?"

The little girl shrugged and said, "I just know. And I know how much you weigh. You weigh 130 pounds."

"Where did you learn that?"

The little girl said, "I just know. And I know why you and Daddy got a divorce. You got an 'F' in sex."

____

A lady approaches her priest and says, "Father, I have a problem. I have two female talking parrots, but they only know how to say one thing."

"What do they say?" the priest inquires.

"That's terrible," the priest exclaims, "but I have a solution to your problem. Bring your two female parrots over to my house, and I will put them with my two male talking parrots whom I taught to pray and read the bible. My parrots will teach your parrots to stop saying that terrible phrase, and your female parrots will learn to praise and worship."

"Thank you!" the woman responds.

The next day, the woman brings her female parrots to the priest's house. His two male parrots are holding rosary beads and praying in their cage. The lady puts her two female parrots in with the male parrots, and the female parrots say, "Hi, we're prostitutes, want to have some fun?"

One male parrot looks at the other male parrot and exclaims, "Put the beads away. Our prayers have been answered!

__

A beautiful, voluptuous woman went to a gynecologist. The doctor took one look at her, and all his professionalism went out the window.

He immediately told her to undress. After she had disrobed, the doctor began to stroke her thigh.

Doing so, he asked her, "Do you know what I'm doing?"

"Yes," she replied, "you're checking for any abrasions or dermatological abnormalities."

"That is right," said the doctor.

He then began to fondle her breasts. "Do you know what I'm doing now?"

"Yes," the woman said, "you're checking for any lumps or breast cancer."

"Correct," replied the shady doctor.

Finally, he mounted his patient and started having sexual intercourse with her.

He asked, "Do you know what I'm doing now?"

"Yes," she said. "You're getting herpes, which is why I came here in the first place."

____

Hillary Clinton goes to a primary school in New York to talk about the world.

After her talk she offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand, and the Senator asks him what his name is.

"Kenneth."

"And what is your question, Kenneth?"

"I have three questions: First - whatever happened to your medical health care plan? Second - why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? And third - whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House?"

Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess.

When they resume Hillary says, "Okay where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?"

A different little boy puts his hand up; Hillary points him out and asks him what his name is.

"Larry."

"And what is your question?"

"I have five questions: First - whatever happened to your medical health care plan? Second - why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? Third - whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House? Fourth - why did the recess bell go off 20 minutes early? And fifth - what happened to Kenneth?"

____

A man was mowing his front yard when his attractive, blonde, female neighbor came out of the house and went straight to her mailbox. She opened the mailbox, looked inside, slammed it shut, and stormed back into her house. A little later, she came out of her house again, went to the mailbox, again opened it, and again slammed it shut. Angrily back into the house she went.

As the man was getting ready to edge the lawn, the blonde came out again. She marched to the mailbox, opened it and then slammed it closed harder than ever.

Puzzled by her actions, the man asked her, "Is something wrong?"

She replied, "There certainly is! My stupid computer keeps telling me I have mail!"

____

SERIOUS STUFF

okay, i noe its a lil R-rated but hey! we're grown-ups rite ? :)

anyhoos i was just watching this program yesterday on how to treat chronic insomia.

apparently, there are 3 remedies.
they were tested on 3 individuals who suffered from chronic insomnia due to
- a screwed up biological clock
- stress
- * i dont remember the other one*

so the 3 rememdies are
- counting sheep
- a hot glass of milk before bed
- relaxation ( closing u're eyes and thinking about beautiful places )

and out of the 3 apparently, the most effective is having a hot glass of milk before bed :P
i was a wee bit surprised but i always knew milk was good for u. HAHA :D

LOVE
yeeling :D

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN TANG!

2008-11-18T09:08:00.002+08:00

u can't blame me for the belated as i was busy partying with u last night 0= ) HAHA.
anyways, i hope you had a great 17th! ive known you for 5 years and its been great. WE'VE GRADUATED OFFICIALLY, on your birthday. perfect timing i must say. well, i hope u had a blast cause i noe i did :D

Thank you for, EBERITING :)

LOVELOVE
yeeling ; )

ooohh, its what you do to me

2008-11-14T10:29:00.003+08:00

THE PERISHERS - PILLS

I hope my smile can distract you
I hope my fists can fight for two
So it never has to show
And you’ll never know

I hope my love can blind you,
I hope my arms can bind you
So you’ll never have to see
What we’ve grown to be

One may think we’re alright
But we need pills to sleep at night
We need lies to make it through the day
We’re not ok

One may think we’re doing fine
But if I had to lay it on the line
We’re losing ground with every passing day
We’re not ok

But that’s one thing I would never
One thing I would never
That’s one thing
I would never say to you

2008-11-12T13:00:00.002+08:00

its funny how things change - its just a matter of time.

how i wondered if it was going to end - it felt like it would never end.
now when i look back, i don't feel a thing.
now, what happened seems like nothing more than another chapter in my life with your name on it - just a phase. it maybe filled with happy memories & more than that but, its just a chapter nonetheless.

sometimes i wish today was the day it was a year ago.

ELLLLL OOOHHH VIIIIIIIII EEEEEEEEE

2008-11-10T12:10:00.003+08:00

question: WHAT IS LOVE?

i've always questioned my myself.

what is that warm fuzzy feeling i get when im sitting next to a boyfriend?
what is that tingling sensation when i read a sweet message?
why does my heart yearn for him although i've just seen him an hour ago?
why is he the only person that can make me laugh without saying anything?
why does his warmth melt my ice cold hands?

could it be LOVE?
den i stop to think. maybe its just infatuation.

i've been told that REAL love doesn't hurt. that its the best feeling in the world. that despite this busy busy world and milions of people around you, all you see his him(corny! HAHA)

but i dont reli believe those cliches anymore.
i've used the word LOVE before and looking back i wonder, was it my immaturity? was it because i really wanted it to be love?

until now, i still don't have the answers. so, i asked MR. ATTICUS YEO :)

yeeling . (R) ♥ says: what is love?

(W)Atticus(W) (F) says: hmm..
(W)Atticus(W) (F) says: love is..
(W)Atticus(W) (F) says: sacrifce
(W)Atticus(W) (F) says: patience

SACRIFICE.

den maybe love is more than feeling happy with that someone.
only feeling safe when he's beside you.
only feeling complete when he's with you.
but, a feeling to protect him whatever way you can.

I think the world of I and ME and MYSELF comes to an end when we meet our significant other.

i just came across this a few minutes ago from su ann's blog and i think this is beautiful.

“this then is the source of our desire to love each other. love is born into every human being, it calls back the halves of our original nature together; it tries to make one out of two and heal the wound of human nature.

and so, when a person meets the half that is his very own, then something wonderful happens: the two are struck from their senses by love, by a sense of belonging to one another, and by desire, and they don’t want to be separated from one another, not even for a moment.

these are the people who finish out their lives together and still cannot say what it is they want from one another. no one would think it is the intimacy of sex - that mere sex is the reason each lover takes so great and deep a joy in being with the other. it’s obvious that the soul of every lover longs for something else; his soul cannot say what it is, but like an oracle it has a sense of what it wants, and like an oracle it hides behind a riddle. suppose two lovers are lying together, and Hephaestus stands over them with his mending tools, asking, “What is it you human beings really want from each other?”

and suppose they’re perplexed, and he asks them again: “Is this your heart’s desire then - for the two of you to become parts of the same whole, as near as can be, and ever to separate, day or night? Because if that’s your desire, I’d like to weld you together and join you into something that is naturally whole, so that the two of you are made into one. Then the two of you would share one life, as long as you lived, because you would be one being, and by the same token, when you died, you would be one and not two in Hades, having died a single death. Look at your love, and see if this what you desire: wouldn’t this be all the good fortune you could want?”

surely you can see that no one who received such an offer would turn it down; no one would find anything else that he wanted. instead, everyone would think he’d found at least what he had always wanted: to come together and melt together with the one he loves, so that one person emerged from two. why should this be so? it’s because, as i said, we used to be complete wholes in our original nature, and now ‘Love’ is the name for our pursuit of wholeness, for our desire to once again be complete.”

Extracted from The Speech of Aristophanes, in Plato’s Symposium.

I’d like to weld you together and join you into something that is naturally whole, so that the two of you are made into one.

I'M STRETCHING BUT U'RE JUST OUTTA REACH

2008-10-27T16:00:00.004+08:00

RANDOM PHOTOS:

MY BABY

MY PRETTY PRETTY BABY

LENA my GORGEOUS : )

SO , today was my last ever MALAY paper. ( we don't need to take malay in A levels right???? )
what a ride! lets see.. 12 years of malay! approximately 6 malay papers per year.
6 x 11 years ( exculding kindy) = its a whooping SIXTY-SIX papers (66) in total!

MY HISTORY DAYS ARE OVER!
MY GEOGRAPHY DAYS ARE OVER!
MY COMPUTER DAYS ARE OVER!
MY MALAY DAYS ARE OVER?

its not that i don't like these subjects. don't get me wrong. i like history ( except the world wars) but the thought of writing essays and studying piles and piles of notes and papers. T.T save me!

anyhoos. O's are going fine? i have like BIO paper next. i hope time passes fast so i can get it over and done with but at the same time i want time to freeze so i can have more time to study? *shakes head*

MOVIES I WANT TO WATCH AFTER O'S :

GOSSIP GIRL!
TWILIGHT
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3
MAMA MIA!
MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2
THE BOELYN SISTERS
DEFINITELY MAYBE
MAID OF HONOUR
THE LOVE GURU
BATMAN
HOUSE
DESPARATE HOUSE WIVES
HEROES
GET SMART
WALL-E

The freedom that awaits me and last but not least.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR PROM! :D

i shall now go back to NERD-MODE. -.-'

YEELING : )

a roller coaster ride

2008-10-23T00:13:00.001+08:00

1 DOWN ! 18 MORE TO GO ! T.T

The Waiter's Spoon

2008-10-09T16:13:00.003+08:00

someone sent me this through email. enjoy : )

Last week, we took some friends out to a new restaurant and noticed that the waiter who took our order carried a spoon in his shirt pocket. It seemed a little strange. When another waiter brought our water and utensils I noticed he also had a spoon in his shirt pocket. Then I looked around and saw that all the staff had spoons in their pockets. When the waiter came back to serve our soup I asked, "Why the spoon?"

"Well, he explained, "the restaurant's owners hired Andersen Consulting to revamp all our processes. After several months of analysis, they concluded that the spoon was the most frequently dropped utensil. It represents a drop frequency of BR, approximately 3 spoons per table per hour. If our personnel are better prepared, we can reduce the number of trips back to the kitchen and save 15 man-hours per shift."

As luck would have it, I dropped my spoon and he was able to replace it with his spare. "I'll get another spoon next time I go to the kitchen, instead of
making an extra trip to get it right now." I was impressed.

I also noticed that there was a string hanging out of the waiter's fly. Looking around, I noticed that all the waiters had the same string hanging from their flies. So before he walked off, I asked the waiter "Excuse me, but can you tell me why you have that string right there?" "Oh, certainly!" Then he lowered his voice. "Not everyone is so observant. That consulting firm I mentioned also found out that we can save time in the restroom. By tying this string to the tip of you know what, we can pull it out without touching it and eliminate the need to wash our hands, shortening the time spent in the restroom by 76.39 percent.

I asked "After you get it out, how do you put it back?"

"Well," he whispered, "I don't know about the others, but I use the spoon."

where can i run so i wont feel alone

starry strarry night <3

2008-09-10T18:30:00.003+08:00

the thing that i hate most about you, u make me love you : ) - 7 things about you. miley cyrus.

malay orals was not as bad as expected which is a good thing.
been reli busy
1. procrastinating
2. TRYING to study 0=)

i was suppose to update the pictures of wei shen's surprise 17th but blogger was being slow so i promise to post that up when im not too lazy :D

2 more months and then we're FREE!
2 months plus till prom!
1 more year and i can drive!
2 more years till im legal!

time flies.

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and gray
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflecting Vincent's eyes of China blue
Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hands

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as
beautiful as you

Starry, starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
A silver thorn on a bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will

3 words 8 letters, say it and im yours.

WITH LOVE,
yeeling

part one: the greeting

2008-09-07T17:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI SHEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you had the honour of being the first picture on my camera tonight : )

HAHA. YOU'RE OLD! :D i hope u'll have a great one. i noe u read my blog without tagging so i shall not worry that this post will go to waste :D TAG WA. pffft O:)

BEST WISHES :D BIRTHDAY BOY!!

yeeling.

salt on my wounds

2008-09-06T15:09:00.004+08:00

i figured the only thing i regret in all this years of my life was meeting you.

people say we learn from our mistakes and i believe that. but along with This mistake is regret.
i don't think life would have been any worse without you. maybe, well, most probably would have been better. sure, i admit there were fun times but nothing worth the pain.

i believed you would change really, i guess it was just me being naive? or in denial? but whatever because i see so clearly now and i noe u will never change. i don't even know what u are anymore.

yes, i was really hurt by everything. but i don't think you even bother because u're just too damn self- centred. heck, i don't even think it has ever crossed your mind. i never told you this, but honestly i stayed for you and there is not one day that goes by when i realised what a big mistake i made.

i should have seen it coming. i knew u were selfish, ignorant and people did tell me how u just dont seem right. the only time you gave me support, was when it was also beneficial to you. gosh, you're inhumanely selfish

behind those acts, i noe who you really are and i'll be lucky enough just NEVER meeting anyone like you.

Life would be so sweet without YOU :)

GOOD RIDDANCE.

that was a load off my chest, should have done it sooner :D

lets stop for a moment & pretend everything is okay

2008-09-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

pei wei ; well, i can't say that pressure is bad. it can be good in different ways which differs with each individual. i can work better if i FEEL the pressure but i cannot work UNDER pressure. if u noe what i mean. HAHA. im sorry if im not making sense.

nowadays when i stop to think for a moment, the first thing that comes to my head would be...
what am i suppose to do NEXT?

with GCE this close my days can't be filled with just sitting infront of the tveee having a movie marathon ?!

after fretting for a few seconds i will then wonder, what happened to the old days?
when things weren't so complicated...

When we didnt have a care in the world.
and then it hits me. if its this difficult rite now and i can't handle it den how am i going to get through this in the future? den to reassure myself ill tink. hmm.. im sure everyone goes through this. its just a PHASE. before i noe it i would be driving. have found my ' prince charming' and have a family by the time im 30. okay wait. rewind! thats just tooo far front.

as i go furthur in life, i realised that i experience similiar tings all the time except BIGGER things. like PCE -> PMB and now GCE.
how i sometimes wish like was a bed of roses but yet it seems that if life was so perfect, then we wouldnt appreciate it. for example, when we watch romantic movies its only exciting when there is a mishap, when someone makes a mistake. we den look forward to how the couple patches things up. its when its gets romantic, the thrill.people work harder to achieve their goals after they have fallen. a sad fact but its sort of pushes us.

Life's a game, u'll know u've won when u come to the end of it.

imy<3

i'm not here to say i CAN'T LIVE without you, causeI CAN. i just DON'T WANT TO.
adapted from the movie, rumour has it.

cause this is the last time i give up this heart of mine

2008-09-02T21:56:00.004+08:00

so yes, i have not been blogging for a kazillion years already BUT this time it isnt because
1. i was tooo lazy
2. not inspired
: ) instead it was because my pc was being an arse. it made me unable to use the internet and god knows how many times ive scanned it to try to get rid of whatever is making the pc so horrible :(

although i must say it was good timing because i was having my mocks and stuff.

this blog shall just be about random rants and rambling considering its 10 pm and im not exactly in a good mood? not bad, just not good. so save urself the eyesore and stop reading from here unless u're just uber jobless : )

i don't exactly know how to put this. i'm not exactly lost because i noe my priorities and wants. i'm not exactly depressed because its not like im sobbing or emoing in anyway. maybe its.... PRESSURE.

yes, seems like the best way to describe it. im experiecing a whole lot of pressure.
1. because mocks r over i just figure o'levels r closer
2. though im glad mocks r over my results r crap which just ruins it all
3. SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME & etc.

u noe, i was just thinking. if i so happen to screw up my O'levels and bla bla bla and the only choice of job i wud have would be to become a waitress or a cashier or something like that. i would choose to be in a workplace where
1. they dont have much customers
2. airconditioned, non-smoking environment
3. THERE MUST BE A TELEVISION
4. have wi-fi

sighs. i want to acheive so much yet i don't feel like i have the capability. and no, please dont give me that lecture of, you have to believe in urself or try ur best and everything will work out. because ive been there and done that. i feel like 1/2 of my brain cells are not functioning.
the holidays have just made me lazier. i hate to admit it although i noe its not a good thing but im reli looking forward to this term's holiday.

i wish i was still a baby whose only job would be
1. crying when i want milk
2. sleeping
3. playing

and the best part is i'll win whatever just by crying : ) see.. life would be good and not to mention everyone would want to carry me because ill just be this cute little thing that goes gu gu ga ga. HAHA. okay strike out that last part.

anyhoos. sighs, when pressure gets to me. i just get lazier which is the worst things ever.

im getting a headache now.

life could be better.

signing off.
YEELING.

I SHOOK SULTAN'S HAND!

2008-07-20T15:26:00.005+08:00

AHAHAHA. sakai much : ) so yes. i went for the line up this morning..

i couldnt wake up, i set my alarm at like 5.30 and ended having a dream about the alarm. it was so retarded. i dreamth that i set the alarm so i could wake up someone and that i could wake that person up without waking up myself!. silly. but yes i just kept snoozing while dreaming until it was 6.15. T.T HAHA.

we started walking to the post office in bandaar around 7.30 ish? den dey gave us some containers with donuts and biscuits for breakkie.

den sultan passed by in his mercedes waving. HAHA. i went sakai okay. i mean like SULTAN WAVEEDDDD!!! AHHHHHH!!!! :D *please pardon me its just so exciting! HAHA*

:D after that we had LUNCH at 8.30am. yes, 8.30AM. no it wasnt brunch. it was LUNCH. HAHA. buffet consisting of 4 dishes.

we headed back to our post and the sun decided it shud rise a lil higher. was sooooo hootttt! the guys and i started camwhoring.. :D it all started with moses! * please excuse the bad pictures i didnt bring my camera which i so regreted later on :( *

he was suppose to act wacky. but sighs. HAHAHA. papa bear.

solo.

boys.
kah boon and moses : )
his majesty and the crown prince
the crown prince
MY PRINCESS

tomorrow can never be because yesterday is all that fills my mind.

2008-07-08T21:57:00.003+08:00

we had english orals in class just now and teacher gave us some pretty interesting reading materials. anyhoos, enjoy!

Subject : Different Terminology

School : a place where Papa pays and Son plays

Life insurance : a contract that keeps you poor all your life so that you can die rich

nurse : a person who wakes you up to give you sleeping pills

Marriage : it's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her masters

Divorce : future tense of marriage

Tears : the hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine waterpower

Compromise : the art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece

Conference Room : a place where everybody talks, no one listens and everybody disagrees later on.

Office : a place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.

Yawn : the only time some married men ever get to open their mouth

Etc.! : a sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.

Committe : individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together

Diplomat : a person who tells you to go to hell in such a way that you actually look forward to the trip.

Miser : a person who lives poor so that he can die rich

Boss : someone who is early when you are late and late when you're early

Doctor : a person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.

:) okay. those were for laughs.

Subject : enlightened perspective

they're written by Andy Rooney, a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words..
enjoy......

i've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

i've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows.

i've learned.... That just one person saying to me, ' you've made my day! ' makes my day.

i've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feeling in the world.

i've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right

i've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child.

i've learned.... That i can always pray for someone when i don't have the strenght to help him in some other way.

i've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

i've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand

i've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when i was a child did wonders for me as an adult.

i've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. the closer it gets to the end, the faster is goes.

i've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

i've learned.... That money doesn't buy class.

i've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings thats make life so spectacular.

i've learned.... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

i've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

i've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

i've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds.

i've learned.... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than i am.

i've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

i've learned.... That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

i've learned.... That life is tough, but i'm tougher.

i've learned.... That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

i've learned.... That i wish i could have told my Mom that i love her one more time before she passed away.

i've learned.... That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

i've learned.... That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

i've learned.... That when your newly born grandchild holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life.

i've learned.... That everyone wants to live on the top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

i've learned.... That the less time i have to work with, the more things i get done.

i found some of these pretty meaingful and helpful and i believe that meaningful quotes do help us in life in many ways. :)

L.O.V.E,
yeeling ♥

jie; yes u do have good taste in music :)
eric; haha! i didnt go with that i made up something like forbidden love? i tink. i had to heart to write it at all butt pffft. all that matters is i did it :D
alex; american guys? LOL
augustine; NAH! already :D

Cause you say that you love me and you can't be wrong ♥

2008-07-02T15:03:00.002+08:00

Stretching out across these waters
The fog rolls in to lay its claim
River whispers in soft voices
As it waits for one more day
I walk softly on this riverbed
Not to disturb this Holy ground
Trees rustle with excitement
As the morning wind bows down

"And your warmth showers in with the breath of dawn
And the sound of your voice echoes on and on
Cause you say that you love me
And you can't be wrong
Cause it had to be love that painted this picture"

The tangerine of day break
I yawn and rub my eyes
Cause today could be my last one
I just want to see this one more time

stephen speaks - picture

L.O.VE,
yeeling ♥

sarangheyo... ♥

2008-06-29T20:38:00.002+08:00

school reopens tomoro and id never thought i say this, but i dont want to go back to school :(
this seems like the shortest holiday over. ive done nothing productive. except for fixing my keyboard which i cudnt have done with wenxiu's help :) i saved $20 bucks man.

anyhoos. im trying to finish up my holiday homework. im writing my composition which is supposedly a 'love letter'. LOL. i never thought i'd have to write a love letter for my composition.

so, im sitting here trying to come up with a plot. asking for suggestions and stuff. im even listening to 'emo' songs to get the feel? okay, so far ive come up with like unacceptable plots which are just so cliche. haha.

1. im dieing of a terminal disease i have son and my husband is at war. ive two weeks left and im saying my goodbye in the letter to my husband.

2. my husband is at war and i miss him so much. i shall write emo crap all the way and make my teacher cry. HAHA. just jk.

basicaly all my ideas have like these 'off to war' scenarios . i have no idea whats wrong with me. pfft. and the emo songs are not working.

alex came up in a plot where my boyfrien turned gay and im writing a letter to say my final goodbyes. -.-'' i dont tink that sounds like a love letter :S

ive turned to classical. LOL. loser man.

ooh. and just a few days ago i came across this blog. there this true story about a cannibal. sick and disgusting i tell u. i warned u.

and im in love with stephen speaks - out of my league :)

im signing off now. gotta focus......
sighs. who knew writing a love letter was this hard.
and i have no idea how many times i used 'sighs' today. LOL.

L.O.V.E,
yeeling ♥

because u're over there and im over here.

ive got sunshine on a cloudy day : )

2008-06-24T18:42:00.007+08:00

im back! : )

okay first of.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN GORGEOUS!!

&
HARRIS!
( sorry i dont have a picture with you )

and a HAPPY BELATED 17TH birthday CHOO!

now, about my trip. it was pretty short but everything has to come to an end rite? :(

when i arrived in kuching i was greeted by a beautiful scenery : )

that was at the airport. i might not have captured its true beauty but it was breath taking. it looked like a galaxy u noe the ones u see in movies? to be exact, have u watched sleeping beauty? the part where the fairies gave the princess her gifts? they had like this colourful tingos or something. haha.

whenever i make a trip to kuching. i never miss going to matang. the water is sooooooooo cold because its flows from the mountains. poeple swim in there. I swim in there but i always take awhile to get in. cold okkay! *shivers*

there r fishes and prawns in there. : )

BIG APPLE DONUTS!! thumbs up. my favourite is 'the alien' which is the chocolate ones u see in the box below. i loved it so much i bought like 8 pieces more after taking one bite. it was a friggin long queue. but worth it. : )

i got my hair cut. i still have my curls though. i ask them to blow it straight so yea. but ill go curly again once i wash it.

amber

lovelove,
yeeling : )