seafood soup<3>
i was suppose to go watch shrek3 with frens today but due to last minute plannings and all it got postponed =( hopefully we'll go on monday.
i was tinking about relationships and how some jus treat it as a game. i dont see the point of getting into a relationship if u tink u will wana break up with him sooner or later. i dont see the 'fun' in that . yea,we're young and we can still play around and pick the best , but, i dont see how playing with relationships is fun. people get hurt. is hurting someone fun? does having a list of ex-s make u proud? some people jus take the sincerity of other's feelings for granted and tink 'sorry' will jus make up for everything in the end. pffft. anowaiz . ill take off now and continu on with my cross stich ive been working on since last year 0=) i hope it isnt going to be such a boring thursday. i miss school hate holidays.
take caree =)
10:21 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
sick of trying,
sick of crying,
sick of hurting,
i wont give another care in the world..
5:38 PM
random emotions
Friday, May 25, 2007
rite now,im feeling happy but yet depressed at the same time . T.T is dere even such a feeling?must b cause i gained weight agen. i don't reli care about weight anymore i mean, maybe i still do but i don't? i tink im turning psycho. ive been having reli reli weird emotions dese days. i wud look one corner and start smiling for no reason grinning all the way with the fear of people having one look at me and tinking im crazy =( i hope dis period passes and i hope i get weight conscious agen so i can loose all dis layers of tyres (fats) away =( goo me! haha
aniwaiz, on the topic of friends. its kinda sad when you tink about it.how your friends start to change in form one 1 change den agen in form 4 ? its like u've stuck with something for so long den suddenly *woosh* its all gone.. all dose years of friendship gone like it never happened and we jus pretend we dont noe anything bout each other. u always tell yourself to pick ur friends wisely but everytime dey make a mistake u'll jus close one eye and let it pass by because you care for them and u tink dey will change.but in the end,dey're still always the same. it's not that change isn't good, well, it is but only in some areas. and the worst part about change is people jus do it without caring how the people around them feels. =( oooh well, by-gones will be by-gones. if there isn't you, i still have her and he and she and they and a whole list of them =P I LOVE MY FRIENDS U KNOW WHO YOUU ARE <3
shall be going to play basketball with jo dey all later and den poa tuition rite after dt.. gtg now, i jus remembered ive got poa hw do.. *tinks profit and loos and trading account,balancing balance sheetsss * i love poa , i do. only until i cant get tally =(
take caree
_.yeeling.xx
9:40 AM
im blogging~ =)
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
i sincerely apologize for not blogging, i have not abandoned my blog i jus wasnt in the mood and exams were going on. =)
exams were THE WORST EVER. THANK GOD ITS OVER, it felt like forever.. i hope the form fives will be doing well in deir practicals. all the best =) not many tings have happened all this time.. dis afternoon i jus played some basketball with dul,mo,fah,jo and saiful den we went to Kerns for some drinks.. my stomach was aching and the toilet door wudnt close! -.-"" i was like pushing and pushing but it seemed like the door was too big to fit into the hole. i had to hole the pain till it went away =( but it felt reli good to be bouncing a ball agen and running around.. choon sian keeps calling me a pig. and shaneel o.O i know i've grown fatter but dts only because i love food. as long as im healthy im happy =)
i shall now leave you with some pictures i tool over the week, =) 





till my next post,
yeeling.xx
_take caree
7:36 PM