my-secrettlove / v e r s i o n t h r e e

i'll hold on to you from now.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

Now I see, what love means

some people say, if you ever stop loving someone, then you never really loved them.
i don't believe that.
I like to think that love is.. many things.
It doesn't always feel the same with everyone.
But, you'll know its love when you feel it.

xo.

7:24 PM

Drowning

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I want to be at the beach.
To walk along the shore and listen to the waves.
To bury my feet in sand and feel the coolness of the seawater,
And feel the wind breeze through my hair.
Maybe, they'll blow away my fears.
Maybe, it'll take this feeling with it - this feeling of insecurity.
Blow it far far away, so it can't find me again.
Could the wind dry these tears away too?
Stop it from falling?

Why do these tears fall for nothing?
Everything is as it should be.
Or maybe it isn't cause you're not here.

3:15 PM

Because if you weren't holding me right now, i would float away.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

GOOD MORNING!

Right at this very moment, my face is covered with toothpaste because the pimples decided to come out and play -.-'' it's just starting to show some red. i've one right in the middle of my nose and if its gets bigger its going to get really ugly T.T

So, yesterday we had no thinking skills class for the third time in a row this week. i wonder where my teacher went. no thinking class = free period. and we camwhored at the depression.

This is the first picture of the day because as soon as Neo got hold of my camera he started taking pictures of himself. -.-'' vain pot.

see, what i told you? vain vain vain!

These are my THS classmates, well at least 1/3 of them :) minus teckchin. This shot was taken by selftimer. i love love self timer and i don't know what id do without it :)

Amongst all my guy friends in school right, i think Neo is the mostttt vainest of them all and Jarrod comes in second. Why? you see, although they both pose for you whenever you point the camera in there direction, Neo over rules because he will take pictures of himself as long as he has the camera. -.-'

In the midst of all this camwhoring photos, i'm suddenly reminded of moses, my camwhore partner :( imy mo!

i like this picture. it has a certain something to it. maybe cause its half candid.

and then there's the lovers, Rose DeWitt Bukater and Jack Dawson. Initially Neo wanted to be Jack but he was shorter so i said, he'd make a better Rose :) baby, if you jump, i jump!
unfortunately there was no wind at that moment.

or we could get this nice wind effect :) LOL.

The boys proceeded to more camwhoring.

The expressions in their faces were priceless. God knows how many times i've zoomed in on the pictures just to analyse their faces one by one. It's hilarious. Though vunhui looks like he's out to kill someone here :) Pictures are also on facebook for a better view :)

i look so spastic T.T and short. bleh.

i LOVE this picture! Apparently, there wanted to do the kamehameha (sp?) thingo and their energinsing first. hehe.

This was the beginning of the bunny face by the rabbit himself :)

and then he recruited more people to joined his bunny group.

THS classmates :) the lighting wasnt very good because i didnt take this picture :) HEHE

Death by Neo's fingers.

vunhui :)

Nadzirah! I love her eyelashes! They are long, thick and curly at the ends :( i want!

Winnie :)

Pau Pei :)

Olivia :)

YOU :)

OH, Andrew came to visit yesterday :) He took 40 minutes too look for the school :( we should have more signs T.T

Handsome boy . *COUGH *

Teckchin and nicholas.

see, what i told you about jarrod posing for the camera? ooh btw, GO is the game that they are currently addicted to now. They play it during PS and stuff T.T its about conquering and securing ur territories T.T Sounds alot like battleship.

Jackson!

Acting cute :)

Chok chow :)

Chee ming!

That was during Lunch. And then after school both of them were the centre of attention of a few seconds while they pretended that they were in s talk show was it? As, you can see, Teckchin just introduced Neo to the crowd and he's clapping his hands. LOL. ahh cute.

That was my Saturday in school. Pretty awesome friends = pretty awesome memories :)

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH! :(

Have an awesome Sunday :)

x0.

4:11 PM

baby, it's you.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

It's a thursday night and i wish time would fly by faster so that it'll be saturday soon and i can go to school. =D

anyways, it's been an eventful week :)
last saturday we went to michael's place to celebrate his 17th birthday.

birthday boy!

sharul :)

paupei<3

the guys were dota-ing. they practically brought their lappies while the rest karaoked :)

chok chow

i haven't seen hiew foong in soo long!

johnnyy

neo!

everybody :)

how jack

winnie and paupei :)

ah liang and simmy

the very next day i went out with friends to watch star trek. stat trek isnt one of the movies id usually watch but it was actually pretty okay. funny and sad at the same time? but the best part of the whole outing was the company :)

andrewww! aka. handsome boy? *cough*

hsiang :)

on wednesday night we went to icc for some mib thingo? im not really sure what it was but sultan was there and it went on till pretty late. i reached home at like 11+ and i couldnt wake up in the morning T.T

simmy and hamizah

lela

i've wanted to see a rainbow for i dont know how long and yesterday my wish came true and i got to see something so amazing that it made the wait worth it. we were walking to chem class when neo pointed it out and i was jumpinh up and down when i saw it.
when i saw this.

this picture does not do justice to it.

it was soo pretty i could stare at it all day. but it slowly started to fade away after a few minutes :(

mr. president

neo

mad scientists.

the rest of the pictures were taken this afternoon after class. from what started from one group picture became a series of vaining moments and lots of fun.

this is the 'depression' that always floods when it rains -.-'' someone put fishes in there. and so many of them died :( there's only like 3 survivors left :(