Fall to pieces.
u know what. i think EVERY toilet should have tissue. Do u notice that supermarkets r always out of tissue or NEVER have tissue? some of them don't even have tissue holders on the wall. is it like a smart way of making people buy tissue from their supermarket? & the most embarrassing thing of all is WHEN THE FLUSH DOESN'T WORK! imagine u have a line of people waiting outside ur door queueing to use ur cubicle and when u're all done the flush just wont work -.-'' thats just plain embarrassing. :S toilets happen to be very important wait, CLEAN & WELL EQUIPPED toilets r important.

u're probably wondering why im even talking about toilets first thing in the post and no, this did NOT happen to me :) thank god. but ill be sure to carry plenty of tissue papers around. ;D

i've started on a new book called if you could see my now by cecelia ahern and it is very unexpected.u'll hafta read it to understand why.

anyways, eversince adopting pebbles it has become a habit of mine to spend endless hours reserching on the internet about cat behavior,raising kittens and etc. is been quite educational and i've found out many interesting facts, sometimes amusing. like .. cat horoscope. my pebbles is a virgo! dey dey even have ways to spark romance between cats.
it does interest me how alike cats are with humans. and i'm beginning to find it more annoying than before about how people insult animals. no, i do NOT like it when people insult animals especially mine. eg. 'eiyyerrr, so dirty la u carry up and down..' , ' yuck! it looks so ugly! " -.-''
yes, i do understand different people have different likings and dislike and they are entitled to freedom of speech. BUT a little respect and sensitivity won't hurt right. i can tolerate up to a CERTAIN EXTEND. BUT some people jus go on and on and on and on about it. animals have feelings too okay & what if it so happens to be able to understand what you're saying, don't you tink it'll get hurt? :( i mean you don't go to other people's face telling them how ugly they are right, can't you do the same for animals?

i know i sounded very ridiculous when i said '& what if it so happens to be able to understand what you're saying, don't you tink it'll get hurt?' but some animals are smarter than average, u'd be surprised :)

i've been rambling alot. haha. :)

i'll take off now. have a great sunday. see you soon! i can't wait for school. teehee..

takecare&godbless.

though it seems like i've carried on .........

4:48 PM

my baby

good morning earthlings! :)

okay, when i was younger the elders used to tell me not to eat too full when i was going to sleep or ill have a nightmare. u see, being as stubborn as i am i ignored it and took a burger rite before bed and ended up reli getting a nightmare and i learned my lesson. that was many many many years ago.


Last night, it seemed i've once again forgotten and i ate a packet of green nasi lemak an hour or so before bed. :) yummy i tell you. aniwaiz. i ended up having a nightmare again. and this time i cried . i cried buckets :( it felt so real. i dreamt that someone didn't let me keep pebbles anymore and that i was to give her away :( it actually went like this i remember very clearly :S

some aunty told my mom i cudn't keep pebbles anymore and after trying to figure out how to break it to me. mom finally told me and asked me to give it to lien fah :( i cried my eyes out like there's no tomorrow -.-'' but eventually i woke up and went to feed pebbles her milk. that was like 1.35 in the morning.

9:34 AM

isn't this the best part of breaking up, u find someone else you can't get enough of

i look retarded in the picture but its kinda the only decent picture i have. the dont noe where the rest gone =D aniwaiz

i've known shaneel for more den 2 years now and he's been a great friends. yes, we had our ups and downs, we've been distant and close but we're still great friends :) he's like FUNNEH man. :D great sense of humour and a great voice to. +++ HE CAN DANCE. haha. i sound like im advertising him.

ooh well, U'RE FINALLY 16 . U DA BOMB.


takecare&godbless

2:06 PM

i put his picture down and maybe, get some sleep tonight.

today wasn't a very good day.

i consider this is worst of all days since the holidays.

In this world, the unthinkable happens. but no matter how ready u are u might never be ready for whats to come. and sometimes staying positive isn't the easiest job in the world.

Thinking about the past, the what ifs the the what could have beens just makes it harder and staying strong. staying strong isnt always the answer.

just take me away.


how is it so easy for you to take me and break me.

9:36 PM

i fake a smile so he won't see.

went to OGH for dinner last night. I really have nothing to blog about.
pebble's appetite has doubled and i have no idea why. scares me- the size of her tummy. she has not gained weight as i hope. maybe she has a high metabolism rate.her claws r so so sharp it hurts when she scratches.
i wish i cud understand cat language.

takecare&godbless

ill have you suicidal when i say its over.

3:01 PM

U're still the one.

today is a Sunday but i've been stuck at home the whole day. pffft. i feel so trapped and fat and lazy.





pebbles gets nightmares sometimes and plays kung fu. -.-''

yesterday, i declared LIEN FAH, GOD MOTHER of pebbles. i said auntie but she wanted to be the god mother. aha. and my brother's her uncle -.-'' ooh well i will need all the help i can get . : )

have a wonderful sunday. catcha all in school on monday. im off!

takecare& godbless

i could lie awake just to hear you breathing

4:20 PM

there he goes, so perfectly

i shall now post the pictures that i have in my fone of my trip to Pulau Perhentian. i didnt take many pictures though :S

i went on a 3 day 2 night trip to Pulau Perhentian in Terengganu. The package which included EVERYTHING and i mean EVERYTHING - transport, accomodation, tour and food only costed RM320 per person. its pretty cheap dont you think! i was amazed by how blue the sea was and i was jus so fascinated by the marine life. i didn alot of swimming and took some pictures while doing to but no, your not gona see yeeling in her swimsuit nor the bikini :)

the trip from the jetty to the island is kinda far. less than 30 minutes.

it might look like a picture from some travel agency brochure.but this is the real deal yo.
pretty pretty. blue.
so blue it even sparkles in the sun : )
crystal clear waters

im currently waiting for the pictures to upload and its taking so long~
i've been listening to taylor swift - tear drops on my guitar for the past few days i can't seem to get tired of it. i watched the video and cried buckets :( its so sad. okay maybe not the saddest video but i was kinda emo at the time so yea!
it is sad when like you like someone who likes someone else and even worse when you see then together! but its life no? life isn't always fair but whats guarenteed is that it does get better if you look at it positively. i guess if life is always a bed of roses we kinda forget how to appreciate it & therefore the bumps in the road may just be a reminder to us to stop and take a look at what we have and appreciate it instead of constantly asking for more. haha. i sahll stop rambling now the pictures r done! finally~

almost there~
the extremely small jetty.

i really wonder how the animals got there. there were plenty of cats around.

and sheep or goat watever that is. i dont think they get to shower


i thought it was cute so i took a picture i didnt know it was pooping : S
thats kinda all. i got sunburned and very tanned. but i think its worth it. it was a very good experience. being underwater made me feel like a mermaid or being discovery channel. it was AWESOME. the BEST yet. : )

anyways.

MEET PEBBLES CHUA PORKKIE :)
he/she weighs only 5 ounces. i think he/she is under weight. i cant wait for he/she to grow up :)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUYEE! YOU'RE 16 AND GETTING SEXIER BY THE MINUTE!

takecare & godbless.


i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night <3

1:44 PM

Shes everything that i have to live without.

i didnt decide on blogging BUT.

fah- LoTuS -simplicity is the best of life ;) says:
PUT UP A DESCENT PIC OF ME IN UR BLOG LA
(F)fah- LoTuS -simplicity is the best of life ;) says:
ASS

so i shall do as im told :) see fah! see how much i love you?? u better love me as much as i do . :)

believe it or not. this is the ONLY decent picture i have of her :S


takecare&godbless

say its me that you adore.

8:28 PM

B.R.O.K.E.N

i've been very emo for the past few days eversince i got back :( at times i wished i never came back from my holiday. not because of how fun it was - it was VERY fun.hehe. but cause i want to run away. i've forgotten how depressing life can be. i guess its too much to swallow now.

i've been very emo for the past few days eversince i got back :( at times i wished i never came back from my holiday. not because of how fun it was - it was VERY fun.hehe. but cause i want to run away. i've forgotten how depressing life can be. i guess its too much to swallow now.

EMO PERIOD OVER.. HAPPY TIME STARTS NOW : )

okay. so i took forever to get into blogger. -.-'' i think something is wrong with my internet. i was at the verge of jus shutting the whole thing down but i haven't been blogging and i just wanted to announce- not that everybody doesnt know yet. IM BACK :D hehehe. my holiday was a blast! the best ever, i tink. i went to terangganu ( kinda jus passing by ) Kelantan and KL. KL's shopping is like WOAHHHH~ cheap man and so many leng zais *drools* but by the side of every hawt guy there was a woman. : ( bummerrr :S my feet were sore from all the walking in kl. u have no idea. but the food in KL WASNT satisfying. i prefer kedah's food. the chicken wings dere smelled like duck :S. ooh well, thats a story for another day i shall talk about my trip and post some pictures when i get all of them. : )

i got a bikini :) its pink! and the lovely cuzzen shall get one too : ) hehehe. very happy. I HAFTA LOOSE THAT TUMMY . im a girl on a mission yo.

yesterday's conversation.
wenxiu : nah. ( he gave me something from korea)
*tinks. korea = Rain *
me : u went to korea?? :D ( i was very excited ) DID YOU SEE RAIN??
wenxiu : yea i did.
me : WHAT REALLY?? OMGosh
*i was so so psyched. so woahhhhhh~* i trusted him okay.
wenxiu : it was sunny the first two days.
me : -.-"" ha-ha. ( disappointed)

i told shaneel about it he laugh his butt off -.-'' and he went and report to the other gang and they laughed their butt off -.-'' hmmm.. ha-ha.

me: i reli believed wenxiu you know. i was going to ask him if he got rain's autograph sumore.
shaneel: im sure he did but his book got wet.

-.-""""""

today.

started raining. heavy pours.
shaneel : i guessed Rain kinda gained weight huh.

HAHA.

okay. i shall leave you with pictures i promised. :)

the hangout after talentine : )

tubby aka. benjamin :)

i managed to sneak a quick shot with her. :) hah! my hands were finally fast enough. then she suprisingly said i cud take a decent picture with her. I WAS OVERJOYED! but im too lazy to upload it :)

the gang.maybel :)

weikuen :) i've known her the longest. since kindergarten.
shawn and his signature pose.

takecare & godbless


he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar.

9:20 PM

i know i said i was looking forward to the holidays and that i reli needed one. but its jus been less than one day of hols and i miss school and all my friends :( im not gona be seeing them for more den a week :( this reminds me of my i HATE holidays. *sighs* I MISS MY FRIENDS.

i was such an emo wreck yesterday night. i watched the korean video - because i'm a girl, over and over again. i lost count. i kept crying last night over the tiniest things. its like tears jus fall like rain.stop.i hear a word and another tear starts falling again. i'm so pathetic sometimes.

attended talentine yesterday. josias was SENSATIONAL.gahh..the great escape never sounded better. haha. Shaneel was great too. watching them perform jus made me wana go up the stage and sing too. haha. after talentine. we ex-3bs went to kuilap and although it was just for about an hour i enjoyed myself. i miss being in the same class as them. i shall post pictures next time.im too lazy to upload it now. i went to cut my fringe and i look horrible horrible. i said TRIM. SAME STYLE. and he cut straight. so i said, " layer down" now it looks so short and i look retarded. grr..

im going to KL tomoro evening. im gona miss EVERYONE and SOMEONE. i declare my hatred for holidays. and i dont like aeroplanes. i get so dizzy and bored.

im very addicted to 0town- all or nothing.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE
ooh did i mention. IM VERY EXCITED TO SEE THE RENOVATED HALL. hehehe. NO MORE NETBALL IN THE HOT SUN. horrayyy! no more charcoal! jie wud noe what i mean.

takecare&godbless

you make me wana dance dance dance! ily. :)

4:16 PM

i jus visited wenyie's blog and something made me laugh, laugh and LAUGH! :D

dis is what a friend wrote for his bio paper.
d) Removal of a person's gall bladder could affect the digestion on one of the substances shown in the figure. Name the substance and explain how its digestion might be affected.

His answer: when a person's gall bladder is removed, the person cannot pee and it causes alot of emotional distress(or something like tat). it will also pollute the body if the unwanted stuff cannot be disposed and thus the person will feel his soul is unclean and it may cause serious problems such as suicide.

SART SART SART. i couldnt stop laughing. :)

im looking forward to tomoro cuz after that ill FINALLY get a holiday. ooh i never thought i would say this because i HATE holidays but i REALLY NEED one rite now
& also because im leaving for KL on saturday :) but the most importantly TALENTINE'S TOMORO! :) hehe. well, my closest friends would noe the exact reason for my excitement and has been teasing me about it all week or wenever i bring up the topic -.-' ooh, wat r friends for rite? :)

charlene & i had many laughs today. we were playing the hitting hand tingo. the very painful one. :( u noe the one where u play scissors paper stone and whoever loses gets a big fat slap on deir hand? yea that one~ childnish i know but i missed that game. used to play it alot in primary and end up with super red painful hands :S HAHA. bringing out my inner child. :)

im singing along to mymp - tell me where it hurts. haven listened to it in ages. used to be addicted to it and listening to it noe jus sparks dt old addiction.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE TEEN!! :D

takecare& godbless

i know it sounds cliche, but i'd run a thousand miles for you :)

3:57 PM

when u're doing that thing you do.

so i went to school in a very good mood. mom asked me what a bus was doing outside the school, field trip? who knew I were to be sitting on that bus an hour later =) as usual i was having our morning chat with fah dey all. i was so excited about the fire drill =D heee. but, that was until mrs.shafi came in and asked if anyone wanted to go to ICC. =) i was so thrilled. okay im being very childish. i bet ur like thinking. going ICC nia.. big deal! but it is a big deal for me. cuz cuz dis year i haven been on a single trip. =( i didnt get to go to the magic show & etc. so i was pretty happy.aniwaiz i wana congratulate

ABDULLAH BIN iMRAN on getting a consolation prize for an essay writing composition. =)

stepping into ICC was like BGIC all over agen. everyone received a goody bag with had pastries, drinks, 2 booklets and a light bulb.not just any light bulb but an energy saving light bulb =)
we waited for hours and therefore boredom took over. we were being lame people. we play the drinking game. -.-" we opened a can of kikapoo and played bah-sam.. so lame i tell. but i was very fun. had alot of laughs. den we proceeded to play truth or there which everyone only picked truth -.-' haha. den we played again another round of drinking.
then, when the prince came we were being totally sakai people. WE WERE IN THE SAME ROOM AS THE CROWN PRINCE! SAKAI!

we got back to school at around 11 and totally missed the fire drill :( ooh well. ICC was more fun :) i got back my test papers today :( and i tink i passed my chem by just one mark. *phew* i need chem tuition man.

ooh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELENA! best wishes :)


takecare&godbless.

and i like what i see.

8:34 PM

First Love. <3

i shall begin with a very emotional rant. i tink it shud be around one paragraph. so do urselves a favour and just skip this one out. i just need to let it out a lil.

aren't all guys the same? haven't a learn my lesson? don't i already know all the facts? don't i know what i'm doing myself if i fall for you even more? then WHY don't i stop myself? WHY don't i just keep away? WHY am i walking closer and closer into that deep dark pitt? or have i already fallen in? because i can't see anything it's all so blurr to me. when you walk into the room i have no idea what i'm doing. i forget everything and all i see is youu. why isit whenever i go somewhere u're the first person i look for? its al so cliche isnt it? i've been there done that but yet im still being so naive. WHY am i still so drawn to u? WHY isit after so many times of saying to myself, "yeeling u have got to stop this u're only hurting urself, do urself a favour and just get on with your life, why wait for someone who might not even be there at the end."WHY am i being so stupid? i know all the facts but yet i choose to fantasize? i feel all the pain,but how do u take it away just by being there?how do dese tears stream down as easy as they did before? how do you do what you do to me? just kill me for what it's worth cause i don't want to be this way. i'm tired of being happy because of you. i want be happy just because i'm happy. please. STAY.

*****************************************************************************

okay, so. bio practicals was okay i had benedicts solution split on my baju kurung -.-"
i just finished watching THE NOTEBOOK so maybe i guess thats how my emotional side kicked in. the way they died in the end is exactly how i want to die. holding my husband's hands and dieing in sleep. they say that's the most peaceful way of dying. i might sound selfish but honestly, i don't want to die after my husband. i wudn't want to hafta go through those lonely nights without him.
i was thinking of making jelly today. i like jelly. i like candy. i like oreo icecream. i like chocolate.
*yawns*
yesterday i went to watch THE INVASION with Jie. it was a good movie. and most importantly we finaaly got to do some counsily bonding after like 3 weeks? felt like months =S hope we can do it again some time soon :)

i shall leave i need to do the MIB brochure. deadline's tomoro * gasps* PROCRASTINATOR

takecare & godbless

I FALL, FELL FALLEN

4:08 PM

now we will, DANCE!

BREAK FREE

Verse 1
Would you believe me, would you listen if I told you that
There is a love that makes the way, it never holds you back

Verse 2
Who would have thought that God would give his one and only Son
Taken a stand upon the cross to show his perfect love

Pre-chorus
So would you break free, would you break free get up and dance, in His love

Chorus
His love never ends, yeah.
There's no escaping the truth, there's no mistaking its you
God forever we'll get up and dance, get up and dance and praise you
There's no escaping your love, there's no mistaking your light
Across the world we will get up and dance, get up and dance and praise you

Verse 3
Now is the time to take this freedom that has come our way
Offer our lives to see the glory of His name

Bridge
Never ? all our days
We are holy Lord, holding onto all your ways
We are holding on, holding on to all you've said and you've done
We are holding on to your love
Now we will dance


im VERY inlove with this song =)) heeee~ and also cascada - everytime we touch. the slow version though =DD

6:32 PM

i made cupcakes on thursday :) its wasnt successful but still very edible : ) its kinda too hard for a cupcake. mom calls it biscuit cake =S but i tink it tastes nice very chocolatey and cripsy :) i made a special one with a little double cream heart in the middle.


in it goes for baking..
25 minutes later.

the icing was kinda retarded. i cudnt get it thick and creamy but i tink i tasted nice. it had some crisp in it although its not suppose to =S ahh well, its my first time and practice makes perfect rite. at least its still .. edible :)

attended acts29 yesterday. it was alright. i liked the singing part very much. and the speaker was funny. i got a tattoo on my wrist. but its kinda fading away now. :(


i had my chem pracs dis morning and i am going to fail fail fail! i made so many mistakes i didnt have anymore solution to complete it and i was too frustrated to bother anymore. i tried :( i need chem tuition. any good recommandations? please do tell :)
im off now. to dwell around in my thoughts on a very boring saturday afternoon.

takecare&godbless :)

we r who we where when could have been lovers.

2:51 PM

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