it's plain to see that u're the only one for me.
so, today was an interesting day. i had the best of the best biology periods ever. i shudnt have wonr baju kurung, hav u any idea how difficult it is to run in a long skirt?! -.-" haha. dis morning was funny though. we were supposed to find our pulse rate but, urs truly and some friends forgot. so in the morning we decided dt we wud do it together. it was funny. we all jus became over silent neck-holding people.but i kept loosing count because dey kept making me laugh. haha.

i was supposed to bake my cupcakes dis afternoon but plans changed. i went to play bball with moses, dul, fah and josias. dey were like an hour late? -.-" which gave me and dul some bonding time.haha. i won him in HORSE. hehe. dont underestimate this lil shortie. she can do alot =)
it was kinda one of the best times i hav in sports cuz some jis ppl came over and was very hilarious. it was a sas vs. jis tingo.

oooh, not forgetting to thank my very lovely 7-months older cousin for making me this new layout. its simple but pretty and it has my favourite lines in hey there delilah. I LOVE YOU MY DAHLENG COUSIN =D i shall not change the font colour ;) hehe.

ooh well, i shall leave. i feel like posting pictures but i have none. i feel like eating fried wantan but the school's one is so oily =S i feel like eating my icecream but thats jus a big sin. i feel like baking but its too late. darn it. y does there hafta be a 'but' in everything i wana do =(

takecare&godbless

i wana tell you i love you BUT i'm afraid of what u might do

6:56 PM

Okay, new layout.

Okay, Amelia here.

First off,

MEI: DONT CHANGE YOUR FONT COLOUR. -.- SEE HOW THE RED CLASHES WITH THE BLUE NOW. SO HORRIBLE LAH.

thats abt it. i cannot tahan the red font of your earlier postssssss.

so frus man.

ANYWAY, I HOPE U LIKE THE LAYOUT! and your readers too (: if you get bored of it, tell me okay luv.

lovelove;
your 8 months older jie. hahahahahah

9:57 PM

i feel bloated. i ate alot alot alot like double or triple helpings of the usual amount of rice. den i ate watermelon ( I LOVE) and oreo icecream. =S gahh.. pig alert! im suppose to be loosing the fats not gaining layers =( aniwaiz. im kinda scared for practical exam. im afraid i won't finish the question in time and bla bla. *sighs* and exams r suppose to be OVER. *oooh.. it's wat you do to me~ * i cant get enough of HEY THERE DELILAH! im listening to it as we speak. hehe. we had some free periods dis morning. charlene, neel, elaine, bassie and i spent our time talking about FOOD. haha. we were telling each other of the good restaurants n wat we like best, mouth- watering conversation i tell you.

random pictures.
uber cuteness.
tze hung
i tink he looks like a cartoon bear when he smiles :)

vain.

byee.takecare&godbless

im awake in the infinite cold but u're still what my heart yearns for. u're still the one i love.

2:53 PM

save me, im drowning

I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PHOTOSHOP :) it seems very fun. can anyone teach me?

i jus failed my chemistry :( ive never done so crappy in a paper my entire life. I FLUNKED IT! i tried reli but
1. not enough time
2. brain not functioning
why did i even bother to study if im gona flunk it anyway. -.-" i shud have done the wrong ting. i shud have jus played around instead.
my brain cells r so exhausted from all the waking up and bla bla bla. aniwaiz. im gona TRY not be so emo.

I WANA WATCH LOVE STORIES :) IM IN THE MOOD. NO SCARY MOVIES.
MY LIST
1. the notebook
2. a walk to remember
3. windstruck
4. stardust
5. 50 first dates
6. cassnova

i cant remember anymore.

i shall leave. the emo-ness is taking over again. and nobody wants/needs to see an emo yeeling.

takecare&godbless :)

my heart is breaking, and i thought you said u'll never let anything bad happen to me. didn't say you wud take care of me?

1:12 PM

random rambles

its raining. i feel emo =(
i'm loving hey there delilah - plain white tees.

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

& anberlin - day late friend

*emo sighs*
sometimes i drown in my own day dreams,i tink about the times we had together.
was it all a lie? id like to think it wasnt.
hows life going? was it any better den the life u had with me? do u still reminise about our memories? id like to turn ur every frown into a smile but maybe thats a lil too impossible now.
u've noe idea how hard it is to be standing next to you and not be moved by u and not being able to tell you i love. maybe u saw through me and maybe u hav no clue. but either ways we'll never know cuz i'll nvr have the guts to ask u. ill nvr be able to muster all the courage to tell you i love you.

WE WERE. NOT ANYMORE.

could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend

takecare&godbless


if only you knew how i felt

5:23 PM

& the reason is youu

had physics, poa, english and mib today n i tink they were okay except i tink english i pretty difficult. i dont like the comprehension. i wish i cud go back to primary wen the questions and answers were so straight forward =( mib was great though the answers were all rite there.. hehe.. too bad its not included in my average. bleh. anyways im reli reli reli happy with that boyfren list =) it was fun making it and u hav no idea how many times i had edited it. so there r some new points..
i jus found out today dt dey were gona make P.S.I LOVE YOU into a moviee and i was so so so excited! beyond happy i tell you =DD it was pretty ironic because i tink jus yesterday i was wondering if they made a walk to remember,harry potter &etc into a movie , y isnt a great book like P.S.I LOVE YOU made into a moviee? haha.. i guess they heard my thoughts =D
sighs. its exams and im not in the mood to study i feel lazier then ever.maybe its the aftermath of pmb u noe, u study so much till u go cuckoo and u jus giv up on studying afterwards. i seriously have been very super super lazy and carefree. i was in a happy go lucky mood wen its jus a few minutes to my poa paper and during our free time instead of revising like before we were busy telling lame jokes! -.-"" i better enjoy the fun while it last because my head will be on a silver,wait,make it gold platter =S wen the results come out =(..

i shall leave now,the brother wants to use the pc. and he wont stop bugging me. =) woops he is reading this as we speak.gtg

takecare&godbless

u confuse me.i cant read wat ur trying to tell me or yet again, maybe im just assuming too much. i love you.

6:06 PM

i'm just a fool for you boy

i was suppose to go study but i started chatting with shuyee and we came up with a list of

SHUYEE'S & YEELING'S PERFECT BOYFRIEND
- he has to be taller than me,not to tall though i dont wana look to short standing beside me :)
- a smile dts jus makes me smile too
- id like it if he cud play the guitar & the piano and it wud be ++ points if he cud sing too ;)
- someone who texts me out of the blue jus to tell me he misses me and also when he wakes up
to greet me a good morning cuz dt'll jus make my day.
- someone who listens to my rambling and puts up with my over hyperness ( sometimes)
- someone who DOESNT SWEAR (no f* word or s*word of c* word.nuh-uh )
- someone who make me feel like the only girl in his eyes
- someone who can give me piggy back rides ( ooh dear i better start dieting!)
- someone who accepts me for who i am and not for wat i am
- a good sense of humour which will turn my frowns upside down
- someone who will make me feel beautiful even wen im having a bad hair day
- id like a guy who can cook ;) hehe.. i like PASTA,SUSHI etc. i love food =)
- he has to constantly remind me dt he loves me without me asking him to do so.
- someone who is sensitive about how i feel but not too much.its too risky for him to noe too much :)
- and and and HE MUST STUDY! i dont like guys which dont study (turn off) hows he gona supply me with credit cards on my shopping sprees?
- NO SMOKING
- someone who is always there for me and understand that at times i just need him there as my boyfren

................................ and list goes on but i shall talk about the rest next time : )

some points might be missing so look up shuyee's blog too!


hmm... i wonder who can match up to such high expectations, ill just hafta wait to find out :)
p.s. U DON'T HAVE TO BE PERFECT :)

takecare&godbless


i dare you to move and pretend like nothing happened

8:14 PM

“When I said, "My foot is slipping," your love, O LORD, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul.”
Psalm 94:18-19

today i had malay, biology and add maths. i tink im gona do extremely badly for bio and mostl probably flunk my add maths. all the mistakes! dey keep haunting me =( darn it! i shall jus tell myself , " its ONLY ASSESSMENT THERE IS ALWAYS THE END OF THE YEAR" ive been doing that alot. after doing badly in any paper ill jus tell myself that when ill most probably forget about the next morning UNTIL the results come out =( end of year pracs are coming up just after assessment and im kinda nervous i didnt know i was even gonna have practical tests.

im having MIB, physics, english and POA on saturday. and instead of STUDYING im BLOGGING -.-"" yet again i have not learnt my lesson to NOT STUDY LAST MINUTE .it used to work for me. study last minute or wake up in the early morn and stuff myself with books while everyone is sleeping oh-so-soundly in beds. i guess im ageing =( im still deciding whether or not i shud study MIB.ive always studied for MIB but im not so sure this time i feel the laziness taking over. its devouring meee!!! ( dramatic!) and i thought MIB was over after form 3.

the songs that im currently listening to and loving very much are :-
cliff richards - rhythm of the falling rain
jojo - beautiful girls
anberlin - day late
plain white tees - hey there delilah
hillsongs - forever

i cant wait for exams to be over. im very very very excited to go to acts29 on 31st and im looking forward to talentine. i was so delighted to hear it was on again. dis will be my first year attending talentine IF i MISS TUITION =S gahh.. i shall leave now =)
HAVE A NICE DAY AND STUDY SMART FOR EXAMS.GOOD LUCK PPL :)

i'm off.

takecare & godbless :)

u dont know what you do to me when ur standing there infront of me. your smile, your laughter, that twinkle in your eyes.nobody does it like you do and its only a matter of time before i spill everything out. before i finally tell you that, i love you.


have you ever been on top of a mountain looking down at a beautiful scenery n just cant help but smile? tats how i feel to c u :)

7:11 PM

The memories that fill my heart

had a 'study' group on friday. but all we did was make freaky videos and fool around. haha. i did open the book but stayed on one page for a few minutes before closing it again. haha.. anyways pictures.


Introducing : OREO. he is so so so so adorable rite. he's josias's dog. and all he does is eat eat eat.




i shall not be blogging anytime soon. exams in 3 days =S and i have not studied. *shakes head* procrastination is a thief of time.


take care & godbless
dont forget to smile =)


i love you is all i want to say to you.

5:51 PM

its a sunday !!

i feel extremely lazy to upload pictures from my fone so i shall jus do it some other day ;) had barbeque at my uncle's place last nite. the food was delicious which is a bad ting cuz i meant i ate alot. food = carbs = fats = fat me. :( i shud reli stop eating so much im already gaining weight like crazy. =S my cuzzen cam over yesterday and we has our long awaited girl talk, we haven meeting up for awhile so dere was plenty to share.

i have not done much today except bum around the house watched a piece of JAWS and in a few minutes or in an hours time i shall be heading to orchid garden hotel for dinner. i love the food dere. superb. ehehehehe.. darn it. did i mention i shud stop eating so much. hmm.. ahh tonite shall be an exception ill start controlling tomoro ;) [thats wat i owez say -.-'']

i shall leave you with the verse of the day.

“Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.”
1 Corinthians 6:19-20



replies.
alex ; i prefer to the term sensitive =) im not emo.sometimes. the book was emo okay. i cant help getting into the mood.
the unknown ; i shall visit ur blog =)
lena ; im half way done. i tink gerry is the sweetest guy on the planet man. so touching =')
sophia ; everyone kept telling me how good the book was and so i had to read for myself =)
im loving every page of it.. haha

takecare&godbless.

my heart is calling out to you, can you hear me??

6:43 PM

P.S. I LOVE YOU

- a piece from a novel, p.s.i love you

11:33 AM

i've fallen so deep i can't get out

today was a pretty funny day. during a math free period the guys were playing interclass badminton.. haha.. until mr.tiong confiscated their rackets =S. the shuttle cock bounced of fadhlis head. dt was the most hilarious part. aniwaiz. i finally got the pictures from the interschool running tingi.

camwhoring in the car.

camwhoring while waiting for our event. it was in the afternoon and surprisingly the weather was cool while it was burning hot in the morning.


this is a guy doing B division hurdles . he jumped high high high looks like he was flying. so sart the way dey jump. i thought dey looked like frigs. gribbet gribbet ;) i was supposed to do hurdles but i passed cuz i nvr even heard of it in the first place.
the medal tingi.after heats we went back to school and the guys were tired so below are picture of julius and shanwee sleeping in the canteen.ZZzzzz.. i tink dey look funny




how jack.
julius. i adjusted the brightness a lil too much =S


my finger feels swollen from netball. i hit my fingers 3 times already and twice in less den 2 weeks. just fantastic -.-' im looking forward to interzone netball on tuesday. im gona skip a whole day of classes agen =( and asst is so so close. fail man.

byeee

takecare&godbless ;)




i remember all the times that i had with you

9:39 PM

cold feet

today was an awesome monday. i only had 2 periods in the beginning of the day malay and english, the rest of the day was jus plain fun!
3 period - physics
4- P.E
5- physics
6- add maths
7- add maths
8- maths
9- mse

mr nithey who teaches add maths and physics and miss ong who teaches me d maths were both not in school. =) P.e wasnt all that fun though i forgot to bring my badminton racket and got a smack on my butt -.-"" pffft. i spent the 6 th 7th and 8 th period brain storming with jarrod, tzehung,teckchin and faddy. cuz cikgu amelly made us write a karangan cerita in a group. title : bagai lebah mulutnya membawa madu tetapi ekornya membawa sengat. so our plot was this. we talk about a new girl who looks reli sweet and hawt but turns out to be a *#$%^&*. so the guys were knocking themselves out with imagining how hawt this new girl is and jarrod said, "lets think dirty everyone!" he didnt know teacher was right behind him when he said that. lol. everyone was laughing like crazy including me =) while i was trying my best to stop laughing and signal to him of teachers presence. although it may not sound hilarious here because of my very poor story telling skills it was actually reli hilarious if u were there. :) after 2 paragraphs tze hung and teck chin started singinf together while jarrod, faddy and i brainstormed :)

i went for a facial just now and it felt so good having the massage but the horror was after the facial =( my hair was haye wire :( easyway dissapointed me today. the pearls wasnt dt good and chewy as usual. pluss deir out of so many tings and its been way too long. after days of craving for mcdonald fries i settled for jolibee fries cuz it was nearby and it was so unsatisfying. it wasnt even crispy -.-"" i have alot of cravings, my appetietes grown. im getting fatter =( god help me..

im so very scared for tomoro's interschool run. im reli afriad ill run and jus fall flat on my face. i bet all the other runner will be like VROOM VROOM while ill be behind going CHOO CHOO and sniffing their dust :( sniffles .. but im very very excited for next weeks interzone netball. cant wait :)


take care & godbless

i noe its cliche but u're all i see

5:16 PM

in a super duper good mood ;)

hello all.. first i want to shout out a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BROTHER ;)
he is 13 today.. big boy liao lorrr.. he is watching me as im typing all this out..

im like very very happy la today.haha. i think it was very planned cuz i ate tonnes of sweets today.im so sugar high. i love candy. candy = yeeling's happy. i ate my first candy rite after breakfast when i was on my way to school den had my second in class and my 3rd in fahs class and bla bla bla.. ;) den augustine gave me another one during recess.. hehe.. so happy.. =DD

wenxiu and i were talking about korean movies during malay class. he so sensitive la.. hahah. we were talking about millionaire's first love and windstruck. i watched dese two last year and i cried my heart out watching windstruck,its jus so so so so.. sad =( and funny too. although millionaire's first love has its good parts i prefer windstruck. aniwaiz.wenxiu made me a star. a super super super tiny star. so sweet rite. ;) i was so happy.

1:21 PM

BE AN OPTIMIST

parents & little brother are out watching harry potter so im home alone and still figuring out wat i wana have for dinner.im not that hungry but i wana eat? my appetiete grown. =( ill be glad if i dont become a pig by the end of this week. *hafta stop eating hafta stop eating hafta stop eating!* haha. but i love food :)

so i had dis long chat with shin mei jus now after tuition.we kinda had a 'life' talk. about being positive and negative and wat it does to youu. and ive come to a conclusion. actually more den one. i might have stated dem before but i wana state dem agen. hehe. cuz i feel like it :)

1. i won't care about what others think of me anymore.its good enuf that i know the truth :)
2. i shall be happy :) eat lots and lots of candy (fattening man!) and get hyper cuz its worth it,
even if i'm sad i still hafta pass a day rite? so why not pass a happy day? :) when a door closes
another one opens but people just dont see it because they are too caught up in the pass
3. i shall TRY not to gossip anymore,cuz gossiping is not good.gosh im beginning to sound like a
priest =S haha. but seriously. i don't think i like it when people gossip about me, i get very
defensive.
4. i wana be an optimist.i want to be optimistic about everything. as optimistic as possible. im jus
15 going on 16 :) dt means i still got a long long way to go before i bid my farewells to earth. i
want to live life to the fullest. climb every mountain. cross every sea. woahhh~ i feel so
WOAH~ haha. im jus making a phrase. :)

actually dere are more den 4 points i just cant remember some of them. aniwaiz, im suppose to be like doing my homework rite now. but i reli dont know which one to start with and im jus procrastinating =( i noe its bad but. i cant help it.

i still don't know what to eat. my stomach is just minutes away from from growling.

alot of people have been telling me my brother looks like me. like his face is a photocopy of mine. that he's the guy version of me and the best comment of all was what sebastian said ," if you look at yeeling long enough u'll see her brother;s face poping out" i was like OMGosh. not that bad la. i don't look like a guy. shaneel was walking behind me.so my back was facing him rite.den dey said from behind i look exactly like amelia -.-"" gosh. i dont see any resemblance between me and amelia and my brother. they say my brother look like me, and some say i look like amelia den why dont they say my brother look like amelia le if i look like amelia and my brother looks like me? i don't noe if u get me cuz i think im ramblng again. but yea :)
seriously, i dont get this you look like twins and you look like a photocopy ting. id stare at our pictures for ages and still see on resemblance.

difference between my brother and i.
1. he is a guy i am a girl VERY OBVIOUS :)
2. he has tiny eyes i have slightly bigger eyes
3. he is fairer i am darker
4. our size varies :D
5. his ears are thicker
6. he is taller, i hate to admit it but he is taller :( and he won;t let me forget that. pfft.

difference between amelia and i.
1. she has nicer eyelids, bigger eyes
2. she is alot fairer than i am
3. she is like PURDEH PURDEH PURDEH
4. we have different noses and lips i think

& the list goes on..... blablabla . humph!

ooh well, i shall leave now.

listening to jessica simpson - i wanna love you forever
i think this is the 6th time i replayed it =S haha

take care&godbless


my mind fails to understand what my heart tells me to do.

7:01 PM

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