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Friday, May 25, 2007

rite now,im feeling happy but yet depressed at the same time . T.T is dere even such a feeling?must b cause i gained weight agen. i don't reli care about weight anymore i mean, maybe i still do but i don't? i tink im turning psycho. ive been having reli reli weird emotions dese days. i wud look one corner and start smiling for no reason grinning all the way with the fear of people having one look at me and tinking im crazy =( i hope dis period passes and i hope i get weight conscious agen so i can loose all dis layers of tyres (fats) away =( goo me! haha

aniwaiz, on the topic of friends. its kinda sad when you tink about it.how your friends start to change in form one 1 change den agen in form 4 ? its like u've stuck with something for so long den suddenly *woosh* its all gone.. all dose years of friendship gone like it never happened and we jus pretend we dont noe anything bout each other. u always tell yourself to pick ur friends wisely but everytime dey make a mistake u'll jus close one eye and let it pass by because you care for them and u tink dey will change.but in the end,dey're still always the same. it's not that change isn't good, well, it is but only in some areas. and the worst part about change is people jus do it without caring how the people around them feels. =( oooh well, by-gones will be by-gones. if there isn't you, i still have her and he and she and they and a whole list of them =P I LOVE MY FRIENDS U KNOW WHO YOUU ARE <3

shall be going to play basketball with jo dey all later and den poa tuition rite after dt.. gtg now, i jus remembered ive got poa hw do.. *tinks profit and loos and trading account,balancing balance sheetsss * i love poa , i do. only until i cant get tally =(

take caree
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