i noe i already blogged today but i suddenly have the urged to blog AGEN! its a miracle cuz normally i find it very hard to get a blogging bug.
aniwaiz, random question. WHY ARE GIRL NORMALLY/ MOSTLY/ ALWAYS THE VICTIM OF LOVE/INFATUATION/LIKE?
i dont get it. y do girls hafta be so stubborn at this area. i mean shes been through it before rite? through experience she wud have felt how it feels like the the happiness,dose fuzzy feelings and lastly, the pain,depression,sorrow of a broken heart. but after she tink shes learnt her lesson she walks into another of this situation. letting herself believe or rather lieing to herself that this time its different. this time its real. was it his promises? was it that twinkle in his eye? was it that sparkle in his smile? was it cuz he said u cud trust him? or was it wen he said you meant everything to him? how can she fall for that wen its all so cliche NAIVE.
i would like being someone without emotions. sometimes i wish i cud be like that pirate of the carribean guy - cut my heart out and bury it in a deserted island where no one will ever find it. actually,i wudnt even bother keeping the key. id probably toss it into the ocean. EMO. T.T gosh, im most probably the most emo person in earth rite noww. i shall chill. i feel like a critic of love/infatuation/like. sometimes im afraid ill grow up to be an old woman who is too afraid of the pain love brings to ever believe in it again.
wen im emo or wen i have alot of things on my mind. i clean. i tidy. i tidy that little sanctuary called my room & i actually feel a little better after seeing the neatness in my room.what about you? thank god i dont go taking food for comfort anymore. as much as i crave for ice cream. i have to abstain cuz mom forgot to buy the ice cream and i finished the chocolates already =( i pray not to become a fat hippo wen dis is over. =(
nan ren bu ing kai rang nu ren liu yen lei
6:47 PM
Me
YEELING, 17.
procrastinator who has a new found love for photography.
