parents & little brother are out watching harry potter so im home alone and still figuring out wat i wana have for dinner.im not that hungry but i wana eat? my appetiete grown. =( ill be glad if i dont become a pig by the end of this week. *hafta stop eating hafta stop eating hafta stop eating!* haha. but i love food :)
so i had dis long chat with shin mei jus now after tuition.we kinda had a 'life' talk. about being positive and negative and wat it does to youu. and ive come to a conclusion. actually more den one. i might have stated dem before but i wana state dem agen. hehe. cuz i feel like it :)
1. i won't care about what others think of me anymore.its good enuf that i know the truth :) 2. i shall be happy :) eat lots and lots of candy (fattening man!) and get hyper cuz its worth it, even if i'm sad i still hafta pass a day rite? so why not pass a happy day? :) when a door closes another one opens but people just dont see it because they are too caught up in the pass 3. i shall TRY not to gossip anymore,cuz gossiping is not good.gosh im beginning to sound like a priest =S haha. but seriously. i don't think i like it when people gossip about me, i get very defensive. 4. i wana be an optimist.i want to be optimistic about everything. as optimistic as possible. im jus 15 going on 16 :) dt means i still got a long long way to go before i bid my farewells to earth. i want to live life to the fullest. climb every mountain. cross every sea. woahhh~ i feel so WOAH~ haha. im jus making a phrase. :)
actually dere are more den 4 points i just cant remember some of them. aniwaiz, im suppose to be like doing my homework rite now. but i reli dont know which one to start with and im jus procrastinating =( i noe its bad but. i cant help it.
i still don't know what to eat. my stomach is just minutes away from from growling.
alot of people have been telling me my brother looks like me. like his face is a photocopy of mine. that he's the guy version of me and the best comment of all was what sebastian said ," if you look at yeeling long enough u'll see her brother;s face poping out" i was like OMGosh. not that bad la. i don't look like a guy. shaneel was walking behind me.so my back was facing him rite.den dey said from behind i look exactly like amelia -.-"" gosh. i dont see any resemblance between me and amelia and my brother. they say my brother look like me, and some say i look like amelia den why dont they say my brother look like amelia le if i look like amelia and my brother looks like me? i don't noe if u get me cuz i think im ramblng again. but yea :) seriously, i dont get this you look like twins and you look like a photocopy ting. id stare at our pictures for ages and still see on resemblance.
difference between my brother and i. 1. he is a guy i am a girl VERY OBVIOUS :) 2. he has tiny eyes i have slightly bigger eyes 3. he is fairer i am darker 4. our size varies :D 5. his ears are thicker 6. he is taller, i hate to admit it but he is taller :( and he won;t let me forget that. pfft.
difference between amelia and i. 1. she has nicer eyelids, bigger eyes 2. she is alot fairer than i am 3. she is like PURDEH PURDEH PURDEH 4. we have different noses and lips i think
& the list goes on..... blablabla . humph!
ooh well, i shall leave now.
listening to jessica simpson - i wanna love you forever i think this is the 6th time i replayed it =S haha
take care&godbless
my mind fails to understand what my heart tells me to do.
7:01 PM
Me
YEELING, 17.
procrastinator who has a new found love for photography.
