What Hurts the Most.Wednesday, October 3, 2007
breaking up with your boyfriends hurts.
Waiting for him hurts.
Loving someone who doesn't love you back hurts.
It hurts like HORRIFYINGLY CRAZY HORRIBLE
But there is something else which hurts maybe even more, as much or close to that. & this hurt's caused by friends. Friends who you trusted,cared for, friends who you thought you knew for real.i have so much to say i just can't seem to express it out.
it's really disappointing how you believe in someone and they let you down. how you ignore their flaws believing dey wud change. how wud turn a deaf ear to words that shudnt have been said just because you thought you knew him/her. how you trusted him/her to be there for you - thought dey'd be there for you.
dese days, being betrayed by a friend seems to be like such a common thing. the most unexpected happen.it hits you hard and when you fall you don't even get a soft landing.
People change - some for the better and some for the worst. change is good. i like change SOMETIMES. but it can be a horrible thing. when someone, a friend, a close friend, changes for the worse. years of friendship, fun times, secrets just seem to be thrown away. wud seem like it never happened. would mean nothing. and you would'nt even recognise each other anymore.
things are not what it seems. PEOPLE are not what they seem & it's really hard to find your true friend.
and therefore i would like to dedicate this post to Bun Lien Fah.
my TRUE FRIEND.
she's been close to me since primary 5. we use to having morning walks and talk about our problems or share stuffs. walking back and forth until the school bell rang. i miss those times. we've had ALOT of ups and downs. we fought alot. had many disagreements, differences. but all of them just seemed to make our friendship stronger.
She's like a sister to me and i treasure all the moments i've had with her. we don't go out together much, have any sleep overs, stay up until 3 am to just talk or even attend each other's birthdays or even score 100 in her true friend test. But we share a special bond and this bond is much more than just hanging out or having fun. Our friendship is more than fun and ill never trade it for anything.she's the only person who knows me foe me and whom i tell EVERYTHING to without fear of her betrayal.
BUN LIEN FAH! I LOVE YOU BABES.
godbless.
what hurts the most,
is being to close to having so much to say
and watching you walk away
7:29 PM
