my keeperThursday, November 29, 2007
baby, i still love you.
things have not been the same without you and nothing can ever replace you. ur warmth when u're sleeping on my lap, the laughter that you brought into my life. you were my angel and i'll never forget you. you're forever carved in my heart.
i dont look at your pictures anymore cause dey make me want to cry. i try not to think of you anymore because i still cant live with the fact that u're no longer here with me. that u'll never run to me in the mornings or play with me when im lonely.
i'm sorry that i never got to say goodbye but please know that i still love you. please remember that. though i know u're in heaven right now having god look after you being selfish i still wish u were right here next to me, meowing away being the attention seeker that you are.
after being weeks of ur demise im sitting her crying while typing this. i've not been blogging nor even taken a peek of my own blog because it hurts to see ur pictures there. i reli reli reli miss you. i reli do. i hope the day when we meet again, when i get to hold you again and tell u i love you again will come sooner.
i love you pebbles. i thank god to have even had our company even if it was for those two months. those times with ur were priceless and no one will ever understand how much u mean to me. i know god is looking after you well in heaven and that u're making many new friends and u'll never have to hurt or feel ill again.
there will always be a place for you in my life. my arms are always open for you. sometimes its just really saddens me that u never got to play with ur new play house that samku gave you or the toys that i just bought for you. i finally got u ur vitamins.when i landed at the airport i was so happy thinking that i'd get to hold u again. excited to give you ur toys not knowing u've already left without a goodbye. when amberly comes to my house she still asks, " where is pebbles?" and i can only answer, " he's even heaven rite now, he's with god" wishing i could say, "he's right here".
i hear meows from next door and it always reminds me of you. sometimes, i even look back to see if u're really home and then look away reminding myself that it was impossible. i've never felt so empty after loosing a pet. maybe it's because u werent just a pet. u were my best friend, my baby, my angel, my heart. i really miss seeing how u skip around the living room or how u make my day by just running to me for milk. how u answer to ur name and sneak into my room and later meowing because u cudnt get out. haha. dose are now memories, wonderful memories ill always treasure. did i ever tell you im reli proud of u? i am. and always will be. u'll always be my pebbles chua porkkie. my garfield. my fat round belly kitty.
i'll never ever forget you. never ever.
FOREVER LOVE,
yeeling
p.s. dont be a naughty kitty in heaven okay? and never forget,
I L O V E Y O U!!
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