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Sunday, April 12, 2009

My mood has been changing like the weather these days :(

Like when the weather is hot, ill get grouchy ( sort of )
when its raining, ill feel very depressed
and when its sunny with the right temperature, i feel very content :)

besides having my mood fluctuating so frequently, i'm also having a problem with my appetiete.
Not that i'm complaining or anything :) eat less = less fats = loose weight!

i feel like puking after every meal but i don't puke.
i never thought i'd say this but meat and seafood doesn't appeal to me anymore ( i can hear shaneel's voice going on in my head saying ," are u crazy woman? think of the char siew! " ). it's not that i don't like chicken wings and prawns and stuff but i find myself turning down the offer so easily these days. And if you know me well enough, u'll know that i love rice. i'll always finish my rice before anything else on my plate :) but these days i don't really want to eat rice anymore.

sighs.

i'm beginning to fear getting an eating disorder. but, yet again. Thats kinda impossible.
i hate to say this but i hope i get my appetiete back :( even sushi or capers don't appeal to me anymore? HOW CAN?

i'm ranting to myself again. pfft. i shall stop.
School tomoro! :D HEHE.

8:26 AM